2019.02.07.
Winter
It's winter's turnDecember is getting close
They say: 'It'll snow tomorrow.'
You said: 'Where is my Christmas tree?'
I hate, I hate, I hate
Holidays are depressing
I hate, I hate
Ornaments are from the Chinese*
But you're so happy
God, you're so beautiful
I hid my face so you wouldn't see me cry
The sorrow wasn't the problem, it was that I knew that it's...
Much better if I'm gone
Such a place doesn't exist
So deep, far away
Where is my earned throne?
Cemeteries beneath the city
Where there are secret rivers
I will rule here
Where there are shadows
My punishment will be
That I'll live forever
I'm hiding everything from you, my dear
I am poison, I'm a bad story**
I'll disappoint you every time
I'm not good to myself, then I'm not to anyone
I don't care who judges me
Which people, I am worse when I'm struggling
With that I go to bed, with that I wake up
Since you've been gone, there's nobody home
You were so beautiful to me then
Stupid holiday, you were happy
We played like children
A coward facing a problem, a coward knows the solution
There will be more bad people later, why do you need another one?
Heaven doesn't want me, neither does Hell or the devil
I am worse than him
Only thing that matters to me is your hapiness, so it's...
Much better if I'm gone
Such a place doesn't exist
So deep, far away
Where is my earned throne?
Cemeteries beneath the city
Where there are secret rivers
I will rule here
Where there are shadows
My punishment will be
That I'll live forever
In fact, it's only some stupid
Walls and a roof (and nobody's inside)
And you deserve everything, but that's not a home
So that I wouldn't destroy everything, you'll understand that it's...
Much better if I'm gone
God, you we're so beautiful to me then
And that was the last time
I was happy
Cemeteries beneath the city
Where there are secret rivers
I will rule here
Where there are shadows
My punishment will be
That I'll live forever