2021.04.24.
family party
The table is set for birthdayJust like a year ago
Parents and their relatives
I don't remember their names
I wanted to live on my own
I would be very glad
Not independent, lazy and just ridiculous
Mom bows at aunt's feet, aunt looks at father
Father evaluates the shape of uncle's new wife
And gropes their adopted daughter's knees, slightly
Pretending to be drunk, as if it wasn't his fault
My sister's friend slapped me on my shoulder from behind
Someone's kids are screeching and destroying my couch
Grandma shouting theatrically asks to call emergency
Grandpa shakes his medals and requires to pour a glass
I'm a complete stranger at my family's party
I reflect, laugh and cry over my fate
How could a human be born from a pig?
Why am I special, why am I not like them?
I wish I was born a fool
Because I don't want to feel all the dirt and degradation in a cycle
I wish I wasn't ashamed of who I knew
Don't roll my eyes when meeting them and shaking hands
I'm stuck in this mess and now I'm fed up
Getting out of here is now just a dream come true
If I were an idiot I would definitely like everything
Why do I see this, why am I not like them?
Kids made a fire, uncle stabs father
Mom jumps out the window, aunt chokes on food
Grandma eats a piece of glass, grandpa died in a sweet dream
Everything that happens next to me is not happening to me
So the party was a success, cheap cake is waiting for me
The table is set for birthday just like a year ago again
Blowing out the candles, I might get lucky
And now I know exactly what to wish today