2021.08.05.
Tell Me
Tell me how many more miles I have to walk
Tell it only to me and I'll crawl to you on my knees
Tell me if I'm not in your dreams anymore
Tell it only to me and I will drown slowly
You know it all so well, I don't to talk about it anymore, seriously
I'm tired, I'm tired of it
You are my pain, you are my medicine
I'm killing myself with the fire, you pour fuel with a new message
You even call a taxi between planets
And everything stays in an empty room again
Everything seems so simple from a far, when people only see photos
I can feel it in the air, there is something you don't tell to me
Your eyes don't know how to lie
We sit in front of each other and we only have one bullet
Tell me how much time left for me to live
Has everything became a dust long time ago?
Tell how many more miles I have to walk
Tell it only to me and I'll crawl to you on my knees
Tell me if I'm not in your dreams anymore
Tell it only to me and I will drown slowly
When seconds turns into days
Your smile [turns into] tears again
Nights [turn into] boundless conversations, a funny soup opera
And I kill myself without thinking
There is a stone in my throat
Even tho I feel the lack of air every time I want to say what I feel to you
I ruined your plans
You cleaned your shoes on me
I stared at stranger's windows
You silently packed your stuff
You are my fire, my flames, my distant thoughts
Tell me how many more miles I have to walk and I'll your tomorrow again
Tell how many more miles I have to walk
Tell it only to me and I'll crawl to you on my knees
Tell me if I'm not in your dreams anymore
Tell it only to me and I will drown slowly
2021.08.05.
Teach me how to smile
We are million lights in the sky
When the moment disappears in an eye blink
Let me, I will reveal all of me to you
That's how it works in my world
I texted it to you in the sheets and delete it
I wanted to tell it to you but I didn't
Tear up the net under my rope
I'm seriously tired of talking this way
Forgive me, mom, your son makes mistakes
I always try to be humble
Tell me, mom, why is it calling me
Why infinite sky is calling me?
Who will care
If one more light in the sky fades out
If it drowns in the thoughts
We are bullets and cartridges
We are executioners
We are the first to judge
So we don't become the guilty ones
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world
I've been waiting for this moment so long
So we can talk together
You know, all that speed, album, works
Pick up the phone and let me observe the silence
Let me take off my mask
Because it's not a show
No one is waiting for the culmination
Black clouds are hanging behind my city
I don't know in what they will rain this time
I'm afraid you won't understand me
I have promised to you so many times that I would change
I lied that I wouldn't bother you
Solitude started to play with me
It [solitude] is killing me slowly
And I can't fight it alone
Take the bullets out of this gun
Show me the direction of home
Because who will care
If one more light in the sky fades out
If it drowns in the thoughts
We are bullets and cartridges
We are executioners
We are the first to judge
So we don't become the guilty ones
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world
Teach me how to smile
I'm tired of killing myself
Teach me how to smile
I'll let you into my world