2019.04.04.
I Want To Be Myself For Myself
Even if you have a boyfriendEven if you're rich
Life gets really hard sometimes, no?
Is it OK to think that I'm the unhappiest person in the world?
I can't say why I feel this way, please understand
It's nobody's fault
I'm tied up like someone put a curse on me
Whether I'm asleep or awake
Feels like I'm always in a dream
I've set the bar way way high
And I'd never want to lower it
Scars are the clues
That reminds us of the times passed, so
Keep falling down on your face
In an empty city, on a stage nobody's watching
Will I be able to keep on dancing?
Dragging my worn out heels
Still I keep spinning
On an empty road, for a trophy nobody's gonna give me
Will I be able to keep running?
For myself, for myself
I want to be myself, for myself
Even if you're good looking
Even if you're smart
Is it OK to feel miserable?
What you have is a dream
Not some vague longing
You shouldn't talk about it just to make conversation
Look, don't be so quick to decide
That this is your highest peak
Don’ｔ plant a flag, Wave it with all you've got
With the wind on your side
An empty bench, an empty seat
Will I be able to chip away?
Believe in your calloused hand
And keep on, keep on
A future where you're all alone, a story unknown
Will I be able to keep writing it?
I will live, for no one but myself
As long as it's hard, as long as I'm scared
I guess I'll be OK
A friend found a small house
to accommodate a new addition to their life
This, is all that I want, they said
I wish them happiness for always
When everyone turns their back on me
When no one remembers me
I'n scared of that day that will come someday
But I, who is I and no one else, will remember who I am
oh so vividly
In an empty city, a melody no one knows
I promise I'll keep on singing
For myself, for myself
I want to be myself for myself
I want to be myself for myself
I want to be myself for myself