A keresés eredménye

To Be Happy

All that is happening now
moves me a bit
afraid to love
afraid not to love at all
waiting for the right moment
 
In the face of what you said
that excited me deeply
i am lying down with open eyes
on a temporary bed
waiting for the right background
 
How in my childhood
before the yearly school trip
i wasn't able to fall asleep due to my excited expectations
and all the butterflies celebrated1all night long
when they told me something beautiful
it would play over and over in my head
like an answer
strengthening me that i am good
 
I want to be happy
i want it today
i wanted it for a long time
but only now am i able to see
i want life to be good for me
i want to love with all my might
i only search to give thanks
for what i already have now2
 
All that is happening now
excites me deeply
i remain with wide open arms
to accept you
when you come at the right time.
 

• 1. would not let her sleep due to excitement
• 2. lit: at hand, from g-d

There Isn't One Truth

There isn't one truth
forbidden to forget
there isn't one truth
despite what they say
the sadness is a blessing
and the fear in the end
is your own worry
 
How easy is it for a boat
to be in port
tied up with ropes
on calm waters
but like her i also
have memories
 
Of the days of open seas and winds
a taut sail and storms that will pass
days when she still had strength
to cross the world
to cross the world
 
There isn't one path
you hear
there isn't one path
despite what they say
not everything is right for you
search always
just take care of yourself
 
How easy it is to remain within the circle
to ignore your dreams
a boy that is afraid to swim
you will see how he jumps into the deep water
 
Of the days of open seas and winds
a taut sail and storms that will pass
days when I still had strength
to cross the world