A keresés eredménye

POLYFILLA OF INDIFFERENCE

I'm always interrupting the allocated silence for reflection
Confusing it with a pain that I can't manage alone (What can you manage?)
Filling the holes with Polyfilla of indifference
So that you won't see through my dark eyes, seeing right through everything
I don't dare to say anyway
 
I'm not turned on by the person (you are)
A line drawing of a weak scream
Crumpled into a ball in a mouth in which you can't have it all
(Mouth in which you can't have it all)
 
They talk about changing a pattern
Painting over the demons
You talk about casting your hands in concrete
So that you can keep all your promises1
 
And it sounds beautiful with the colour
You're white on the wallpaper (You're white)
But now that the drugs have broken through the dividing wall (The dividing wall)
Without really meaning it
I have a hard time believing the idea on my own
 
I'm always interrupting the allocated silence for reflection
Confusing it with a pain that I can't manage alone (What can you manage?)
Filling the holes with Polyfilla of indifference
So that you won't see through my dark eyes, seeing through everything
I don't dare to say anyway
 
I don't dare to say anyway
 

• 1. Literally 'So that you can hold everything you promise'

human

I chase fortune just like I chase you1
I cry as I do so
Everything I touch turns to gold
And you have a beautiful heart
I don't know if I dare touching it
 
I can down my drinks in one go forever
I always finish my drinks
You act like a human does
It gives me the chills
 
You write to scream something
And you know I'm always listening
I don't get it
Who can you look so broken
Without falling apart?
 
You can cry forever
You'll never run dry
You get hurt when you fall
That's what a human does
 
I create as I'm acting out
I do that sometimes
You love it when I paint you
'Cause you know I exaggerate
Nothing is as it will be
 
I can burn forever
I'll never go out
Don't put a child's fate in my [?]2
'Cause it won't go anywhere
(She won't go anywhere)
 
And we won't go anywhere
'Cause humans endure
And they fail
 
I'm writing, 'Forget who I am'
On my forehead with a permanent marker
To avoid losing you
 
I'm nothing, dammit
I'm not even a human anymore
(I'm not even a human anymore)
 
I'm not even...
I'm not even a human...
I'm not even...
I'm not even a human...
 

• 1. This line is a bit tricky. 'Ridder lykke' isn't really an expression, but it's referencing 'lykkeridde' (knight of happiness / fortune) which is a 'person who hopes to quickly get rich (and happy) with minimal effort'.
• 2. Most logically hænder (hands), but it just doesn't sound anything like that to me.

I love everything you hate about me

I love everything you hate about me
It often causes me trouble
You can't think of anything nasty without seeing me
I wonder, why not?
I'd intended to get in your way
Now I've laid down on your bathroom floor to cray
You ask why - I say, because I fucking love it so much
(I, I love it so much)
 
Count your mirrors now
What is it you want to see?
You're nothing
You're so wonderful
 
I love everything you hate about me
Everything you hate within me
Get me the wrong way when I say something dumb, 'cause
(I, I love it so much)
I love everything you hate about me
Everything you hate within me
Get me the wrong way when I say something dumb, 'cause
(I, I love it so much)
 
I dreamt that God was lying with the hair dryer in the bathtub
So everything will get better
Is there someone who can reach my head
When I can't get in there?
I'd rather not dismember myself to fit in
So let my die tied to a cross under a truck1
With roses on my head, I've got me emotions under my clothes
There's blood on my underwear
 
Count your mirrors now
What is it you want to see?
You're nothing
You're so wonderful
 
I love everything you hate about me
Everything you hate within me
Get me the wrong way when I say something dumb, 'cause
(I, I love it so much)
I love everything you hate about me
Everything you hate within me
Get me the wrong way when I say something dumb, 'cause
(I, I love it so much)
 
Count your mirrors now
What is it you want to see?
You're nothing
You're so wonderful
 
Count your mirrors now
What is it you want to see?
You're nothing
You're so wonderful (I love it so much)
I, I love it so much
 

• 1. Referencing their song 'vrede kvinder'

Northwest Light

[Verse 1]
Northwest light
Let us kiss when we hit the next stop lights
There are spots on my chest
You must walk on the inner side
That's what I talk about when I say I believe in strong women
And I will keep your hands warm
 
[Chorus]
Cause there are things I think about
When turn lights wink at me
And there are walls talking
And people knocking on them
And there are things I think about
When things violate systems
And I know that you wait
For everything to get better
I know that you feel small here
You feel small here
 
[Verse 2]
Ultra show
I can feel frost from a side walk
You shout out that you can feel everything now
Warm blood
But your teeth lights up, kiss me on my head
I fall back
 
[Chorus]
Cause there are things I think about
When chains shake themselves
And there are cars braking for red lights
But they still makes a noise
And there are things I think about
When things violate systems
And I know that you wait
For everything to get better
I know that you feel small here
You feel small here
And you know that I feel small here
I feel small here
 
[Bridge: AG]
We agreed yesterday that we're not like them
We will never ever be the same kids again
So don't forget too much, don't think too much
Come here, empty here, sing for me
I know it'll work it self out, I loosen up
And if you fall back, I'll wait
We run from stores that buy us from others
Concrete that mould our thoughts
 
[Chorus]
So there are things I think about
When turn lights wink at me
And there are walls talking
And people knocking on them
And there are thing I think about
When things violate systems
And I know that you wait
For everything to get better
I know that you feel small here
You feel small here
And you know that I feel small here
I feel small here