2021.05.31.
Snow
I'm gonna tell you two things, mom
One, it's too late
Two, I don't know how to go back
I try but I can't seem to come around
Another night of drinking again
Another night when it gets too late
How many more times am I gonna dream that I can't get used to it
I'm gonna tell you two things, mom
One, it's too late
Two, I don't know how to go back
I try but I can't seem to come around
Another night of drinking again
Another night when it gets too late
How many more times am I gonna dream that I can't get used to it
I got my dead looking over me
I got the blood and I got the thirst
I got more rage, but I got less hate
My angel in heaven whispering to me
Not to get close to you
That you're no good for me
To take care of my own, I know who
I look at the moon and the moon stares back
Maybe it's the drugs, maybe it's both of us
Or it's that girl who kills saints
I don't know what to do, I'm all out of tears
I don't know how to go back, I'm walking on esparto grass
Voices in my head, mist in the room
I swear to god, no one can help me
I take another pill and my eyes go snow white
Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow
I'm gonna tell you two things, mom
One, it's too late
Two, I don't know how to go back
I try but I can't seem to come around
Another night of drinking again
Another night when it gets too late
How many more times am I gonna dream that I can't get used to it
I got my mom calling me
I don't have God, but I have faith
Faith that I can take these walls
Faith in what I want, but he doesn't see it
They see that I can do it and they're scared of it
I get back in the ring, I know they don't want me
I take another pill, I get sedated
I stumble through the streets from side to side
Your kisses left me KO and it hurts
Sun comes out, sunglasses on Loewe
I don't know where, I don't know why
But I got a feeling that I did it again
I swear to god, no one can help me
I take another pill and my eyes go snow white
Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow
Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow
Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow
Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow
Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow
Another night when it gets too late
Another night to kill ourselves
In the end, I'm always the guilty one
In the end, I'm gonna end up crazy
Give me another Gucci, I can barely taste it
I don't wanna be the one to bug you
If that's how you want it, then leave
I'm floating and I think I'm there
I'm gonna tell you two things, mom
One, it's too late
Two, I don't know how to go back
I try but I can't seem to come around
Another night of drinking again
Another night when it gets too late
How many more times am I gonna dream that I can't get used to it
I'm gonna tell you two things, mom
One, it's too late
Two, I don't know how to go back
I try but I can't seem to come around
Another night of drinking again
Another night when it gets too late
How many more times am I gonna dream that I can't get used to it
2020.07.03.
Wrong
I don't wanna be like that
I don't want a hoe like that
I don't wanna live like that, no
I don't want a bitch like that
So, you want me to tell the truth
So you are going to hear it, bitch
Don't ask me more of it, bitch
So you think i'm wrong, bitch
I don't wanna be like that
I don't want a hoe like that
I don't wanna live like that, no
I don't want a bitch like that
So, you want me to tell the truth
So you are going to hear it, bitch
Don't ask me more of it, bitch
So you think i'm wrong, bitch
I know you said 'no'
It was not one of her games
Maybe i was not ready for this love
And this kicked me in the balls
I don't wanna see you nowhere close to me, girl
I don't wanna miss you no more
I don't want you to see me like this
So, you want me to tell the truth
You are exactly like that, bitch
You take all the ways, i'm classy
You are expensive, i'm basic
You can't calm me,
You can't ease my pain
I won't come for you, not going to call you
You missed that train, you've bitten the forbidden apple
I don't know if i'll see you again
I don't know what the fuck is going to happen to me
I don't know if i'll do this again
I don't know what the fuck is going to happen to us
I don't wanna be like that
I don't want a hoe like that
I don't wanna live like that, no
I don't want a bitch like that
So, you want me to tell the truth
So you are going to hear it, bitch
Don't ask me more of it, bitch
So you think i'm wrong, bitch
I don't wanna be like that
I don't want a hoe like that
I don't wanna live like that, no
I don't want a bitch like that
So, you want me to tell the truth
So you are going to hear it, bitch
Don't ask me more of it, bitch
So you think i'm wrong, bitch
You knew that i was good
That's why you keep talking about it? Why did you do this to me?
Like you don't know all this happened because of you
Why are you still talking about it?
You are an angel, i'm the Satan
I don't know how can i bee 'good' for you
You took care of me and left without making an ace
Give me more, more
I left on my own with my cigarette, choking on my tears
Give me more, more
My feet is on the gas, going on the downhill with full speed
You are no longer in my life, fuck! That hurts
I don't even remember how you smell
I don't know if i'll see you again
I don't know what the fuck is going to happen to me
I don't know if i'll see you again
I don't know what the fuck is going to happen to me
I don't know if i'll do this again
I don't know what the fuck is going to happen to us
I don't wanna be like that
I don't want a hoe like that
I don't wanna live like that, no
I don't want a bitch like that
So, you want me to tell the truth
So you are going to hear it, bitch
Don't ask me more of it, bitch
So you think i'm wrong, bitch
I don't wanna be like that
I don't want a hoe like that
I don't wanna live like that, no
I don't want a bitch like that
So, you want me to tell the truth
So you are going to hear it, bitch
Don't ask me more of it, bitch
So you think i'm wrong, bitch