2020.07.11.
Bye Bye my Blue
Why am I getting jealous of the things you haveHolding tightly in my hands the things I can't even afford
How much more do I want to be better
Even though I know that we're the same, maybe I'm just being selfish.
Even though I have a lot, I'm still not like you
I walk alone everyday over my hurting memories
Even though I know it's going to hurt my heart still goes that way
Maybe that's why I keep getting greedy
My my my darling
Even if you just call my name, my heart feels full
I want to get bigger bigger and bigger
Because I want to hold you more fully.
Because I'm too nervous to tell you what I want to say
I make it uncomfortable by pushing you away
I have so many things that I want to hear
But I can't hope so I wait with a hurting heart.
My my my darling
Even if you just call my name, my heart feels full
I get bigger and bigger
I want to hold you fully.