2021.02.19.
Pretender
The things I've decided on a long time ago,I've kept them locked away inside me
It's not like I've forgotten, but
But everything suddenly became uncertain
Even the smallest mistake can ruin everything
and just breathing in this world drives me insane
Please, God, can you try to have a little pity on me?
No matter what you tell me, I don't care
Cause I won't believe you
Ah, changing the world 1 is so hard
If you feel like you can't change
what you can't control,
and you're on the verge of giving up,
Why don't you just stop eating disgusting stuff? 2
Gently, I've cast a spell
to break everything
'But why? Why?'
'Why are you saying such a thing?'
Well, because I don't want anything to exist!
Lie! The truth is that I want the warmth of someone else
I'm just putting on a mask, trying to pretend that I am strong
Please, God, can you try to have a little pity on me?
That's right! Even if I scream my lungs out,
No one will hear me
Ah, how small and insignificant I am!
But still, I want your attention, so I'm here screaming
How can I be such a fool?
If you, perhaps, feel the same way as me,
I'd like you to help me!
The things I've decided on a long time ago,
I've kept them locked away inside me
No matter what you tell me, I don't care
Cause I won't believe you
Ah, changing the world is so hard
If you feel like you can't change
what you can't control,
and you're on the verge of giving up,
Why don't you just stop eating disgusting stuff?