2017.09.16.
Self Control
In my nightsWithout sleep
My desires
Awaken
I feel you
You are here
But it's no longer
Really you
I no longer have
Control
Your desire
Surely broken
Nestled against
Your shoulder
I need
To dream
When I see you
I lose my self control
When you take me
To the end of the night
When our two too-tired bodies
Brush together
When I see you
I lose my self control
In my nights
Without sleep
My desires
Rise up
I want you
You are here
I'm begging you
Come back to me
Another life
A morning which leaves
Another moment
Separated from you
With you, I want
To play all the roles
When I see you
I lose my self control
I'm dying to go
To the end of the dream
I will search for you
Half-heartedly1
Will brave all the hells
All the wars that we wage
Believe me, I will win you back
When I see you
I lose my self control
When you take me
To the end of the night
When our two too-tired bodies
Brush together
When I see you
I lose my self control
- 1. lit. paying lip service