2018.11.26.
Ave
O my highest love, shall I ever diewithout knowing whence I came to own you,
in which sun you dwelled,
in which past and hour your time belonged,
I did love you,
O highest love that outlasts memory,
a heart without a fire I turned into my day,
into which fate did you spin my story,
inside which dreams did your glory show,
O you my stay?
When I'll be lost even to myself
and split across the endless abyss,
When I'll be endlessly broken
and the present I'm clad in will have
betrayed me,
shattered by the universe in a thousand pieces,
a thousand moments not yet gathered,
my ashes winnowed in the sky into nothingness,
you'll reform for a strange year
a single treasure.
You'll reform my name and my figure
from a thousand pieces swept away by the day,
a lively entity without name nor face,
heart of the spirit, O center of the mirage,
O my highest love.