2021.10.30.
Good night to you
Good night to youwho right now
should be here
and not - who knows where.
Good night to those
whose night will be lost, too,
among tears and thoughts.
Good night to those who have hoped,
and struggled, to those who have bared
their claws but nevertheless have lost.
Good night to me, who waits for you
and prays every night
to see you come back.
Good night to the cowards,
to the 'I do it for you' sayers,
to those who have placed their dreams
in the drawer, to those who have fallen
but had the strength
and the courage to get up again.
To those who do not want different eyes.
To those who do not succeed, to those who try
in spite of resistance, to those who suffer in silence,
to those who laugh but feel bad,
to those who can not walk,
to those who have been left,
to those whose hearts are broken.
Good night, because this night
has nothing good in it.
And I will stay awake thinking of you,
imagining you and wondering
how you are, what you are doing, if you are smiling,
if you are happy, if you miss me,
if you are okay even without me.
Who warms your night,
who watches you sleep,
who smiles at you out of nowhere?
I don't know, but I'm afraid.
Because at night
we become weaker,
because at night we fall,
thoughts rush and
tears run.
Where are you, who are you with, I miss you.