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How I Do It

I don’t sleep anymore, I wake up every day, six in the morning
And even though I gotta get up I don’t even feel like it
Thousands talk and opine but in the end I don’t hear any of it
I’m fighting with demons, with my shadow, heck even with my pillow
 
And who says to me? Who teaches me? Tell me how to do it, how to be happy
Locked in my room, I’d prefer not to leave
And who says to me? Who teaches me? Tell me how to do it, how to be happy
Locked in my room, I’d prefer not to leave
 
It’s that never, no one has ever understood anything
Even though I laugh externally, on the inside I’m crying
When I’m alone I’m another person
 
Because never, has anyone ever noticed anything
That in between so much depression I’m drowning
When I’m alone I’m another person
 
I feel alone in my world, drinking to forget
Because every day that goes by feels the same
Laughing to not cry, the depression is real
But I’ve learned to keep things to myself
 
If I already have everything then I should be grateful
I feel so empty, I don’t understand
So many questions without any answer
I try to escape but I can’t find the door
Even I don’t understand me
I’m not one for lying, but I spend my life faking it
Nobody knows that inside I’m dying
‘cause they always see me laughing
 
And who says to me? Who teaches me? Tell me how to do it, how to be happy
Locked in my room, I’d prefer not to leave
And who says to me? Who teaches me? Tell me how to do it, how to be happy
Locked in my room, I’d prefer not to leave
 
Because never, has anyone ever noticed anything
That in between so much depression I’m drowning
When I’m alone I’m another person
 
I don’t sleep, I wake up at six AM every single day
And I gotta get out of bed but don’t feel like it
 
My soul hurts out of nowhere too and it’s hard for me to let everything out in order to understand what’s going on with me. I also like to get away from it all and dream of someone hugging me.
I also have to make magic out of my wounds and get up every day because I have a life to live. And I don’t give up.
Let’s normalize taking care of our emotional health. Let’s break stereotypes and stigmas. There’s always a solution.
 

Forever

Today looking at you, I know there is a God
Because it's a blessing that you'll stay by my side
So much time, distance and our love
I'm fighting against all odds to keep us together
With you I can breathe, even when I'm low on air
Because you make it possible
You're my soulmate and if you haven't realized
Today I'm coming to tell you
That I want to spend my life with you
That you're just what I asked the heavens for
That it's so easy to promise eternal love
When you feel everything I'm feeling
I want to spend my life with you
You changed everything there was in me
And you turned into light, my peace, my calm
In the piece that my soul was missing
Today I have a good feeling
And I know that you feel it too
That this love is definitely meant to last forever
You're the answer to my faithful prayer
You're the confirmation that God has always listened to me
You're the closest thing to perfection
You're like a miracle that deserves to be counted
With you I can breathe, even when I'm low on air
Because you make it possible
You're my soulmate and if you haven't realized
Today I'm coming to tell you
That I want to spend my life with you
That you're just what I asked the heavens for
That it's so easy to promise eternal love
When you feel everything I'm feeling
I want to spend my life with you
You changed everything there was in me
And you turned into light, my peace, my calm
In the piece that my soul was missing
Today I have a good feeling
And I know that you feel it too
That this love is definitely meant to last forever
I only want to love you
Beyond reason, for all eternity
I give my heart to you, one life won't suffice
To show you that I live only for your love
That I want to spend my life with you
That you're just what I asked the heavens for
That it's so easy to promise eternal love
When you feel everything I'm feeling
I want to spend my life with you
You changed everything there was in me
And you turned into light, my peace, my calm
In the piece that my soul was missing
Today I have a good feeling
And I know you feel it too
That this love is definitely meant to last forever
 

Most, hogy elmégy

Én ma összetört lélekkel ébredtem fel
Ma búcsúzkodás nélkül bocsátottalak el
menj lassan, hogy ne érezd a lépéseidet
menj csendben, ne halljam a hangodat
 
Nem tagadom, hogy sajnos félek
szembenézni az élettel tenélküled
 
És most, hogy te elmégy tőlem
vidd magaddal az egész életem
Azt sem tudom, merre távozol
de megértem, hogy el kell hagynod
és most, hogy te elmégy tőlem
emlékezz, a szerelem várni fog terád
még akkor is, ha nem térsz vissza többé
ígérem, hogy nem feledlek el téged
hogyan is felejthetnélek el téged
 
Nem alszom, csak az arcod emléke kísért
Reggelenként általában Istenhez könyörgöm
hogy ne bántson hogy elszakadtál a karjaimból
Már nem bírtam elviselni ennyi fájdalmat
 
Nem tagadom, hogy sajnos félek
szembenézni az élettel tenélküled
 
És most, hogy te elmégy tőlem
vidd magaddal az egész életem
Azt sem tudom, merre távozol
de megértem, hogy el kell hagynod
és most, hogy te elmégy tőlem
emlékezz, a szerelem várni fog terád
még akkor is, ha nem térsz vissza többé
ígérem, hogy nem feledlek el téged
 
Tudom, hiányzik a szabad levegő neked
és percek múlva elhagysz engemet
a tehetetlenség, hogy elveszítelek
felemészti már a lelkemet
Tudom, hiányzik a szabad levegő neked
és percek múlva elhagysz engemet
Tudom, hogy ez itt az utolsó lélegzeted
s holnaptól már nem leszel velem
 
És most, hogy te elmégy tőlem
vidd magaddal az egész életem
Azt sem tudom, merre távozol
de megértem, hogy el kell hagynod
és most, hogy te elmégy tőlem
emlékezz, a szerelem várni fog terád
még akkor is, ha nem térsz vissza többé
ígérem, hogy nem feledlek el téged
hogyan is felejthetnélek el téged
 

If I could

I am dying in this loneliness
I don't understand the necessity
Why are you attacking me without mercy
If I can't stop missing you
Where is your sensibility?
Where did the love that isn't here anymore go?
I've wandered though all the city
And I can't stop missing you
 
Where did you go?
Where is that heart
That I've stolen once?
I don't even know anymore
All that you have promised me
You left me so hurt
on the ground, destroyed
 
If I could not miss you not even for a day more
If I could hide the much that it hurts
or if someone could take your place
and someone could dry my crying
for me to not go back
 
(Wisin)
the pain clothes me
I swear I feel fear
thinking that with you there is no more connection
What a bitter taste not feeling your sweat
there is too much pressure in the room, my heart explodes
I close my eyes and I see you
And I want you more and more
but the house continues to be empty and I can't believe it
I am going crazy, I am blocked, and I continue in this conspiracy
I want to forget about you, but I am fighting the memory of you
 
If I could not miss you not even for a day more
If I could hide the much that it hurts
or if someone could take your place
and someone could dry my crying
Maybe it wouldn't hurt so much
 
How do I forget about you
If I can barely get used without you here
Just tell me how do I rip you off from inside me
If I only need to have you close to me
 
(Wisin)
Why do you treat me like that?
If I lived for you
You forgot what I gave you
I am slowly dying
The worse thing is that I love you
I miss you and I was such a gentleman
I don't know what I have
But I continue standing
I feel I am without defense
All day long I think about you
I find myself in a journey
And I don't know if I am coming or going
I keep trying to go on walking
But I think of you and I stop
 
If I could not miss you not even for a day more
If I could hide the much that it hurts
or if someone could take your place
and someone could dry my crying
Maybe it wouldn't hurt so much
 
If I could not miss you not even for a day more
If I could hide the much that it hurts
or if someone could take your place
and someone could dry my crying
Maybe it wouldn't hurt so much
 

If You Aren't Here

I have a mirror to look into
When you aren't here
I have made death threats against the clock
Lest it dare keep ticking without you
 
I have your voice whispering in my ear
Just now I couldn't fall asleep
Since you're not here
 
If you are not here
I don't know what to do in the morning
If I should make the floor my bed
Because there isn't anything now
If you are not here, oh oh
What do I do in the morning?
If I make the floor my bed
Because nothing remains
Where we used to sleep side by side
 
***
There's an emptiness in my chest
Almost doesn't let me breathe
I'm even afraid of just thinking
That I won't kiss your lips
 
I have your voice whispering in my ear
Just now I couldn't fall asleep
Since you're not here
 
If you are not here
I don't know what to do in the morning
If I should make the floor my bed
Because there isn't anything now
If you are not here, oh oh
What do I do in the morning?
If I make the floor my bed
Because nothing remains
Where we used to sleep side by side
 
***
Thinking that this will change someday
Wake up and find you there in bed
With the trace of your scent left there
And kisses from your lips
Understand, if you leave
You won't see me ever again
You know me well
Take your time, if you want
***
 
Nothing will be the same if you leave me
Don't leave me here in this loneliness
In this loneliness, oh oh
Nothing will be the same if you leave me
Don't leave me here in this loneliness
In this loneliness
That will kill me
 
If you aren't here
I don't know what to do in the morning
If I should make the floor my bed
Because there isn't anything now
If you are not here, oh oh
What do I do in the morning?
If I make the floor my bed
Because nothing remains
Where we used to sleep side by side*