A keresés eredménye

And the two of us there

We'll never know whether our encounter was effect or mere1 cause
ownership or just our own nakedness
our bodies side by side like parallel strokes marking a pause
in the silence that floats without gravity.
 
There has been no pact, no promise, no agreement,
everything is always just a matter of chance
and then every moment is like the first one and there is no afterwards that's not a memory
as in dreams, outside reality.
 
In the cold, still, white darkness of the wine that helps us know each other
one does not know about the other, who she is, who she will be
but we choose each other because of something that's in the heart, in the head and between our legs
to part ways as we are in a tie, always
 
Only the skies to cover us
and an obsession with infinity
 
Love without the troubles of love
its space is everywhere, its time is never
if you read it line by line you live a story you already know
yet you dream, if you open the book of lives on a random page.
 
Love that has no where or why
a voice that says nothins and stays between me and you
the two of us roaming along borders
roads with no beginning and no end
like the two of us, there
the two of us there
 
Outside a fresh day dawns and there's a new wind that can be seen but not heard
there's one last star to grab before leaving
now even a kiss is a trick to prevent you from speaking
because the night is a game of shadows and a world that spies on us
 
In the full emptiness of an interior
as in an everlating present
that love without the troubles of love
its space is everywhere, its time is never
if you read it line by line you live a story you already know
yet you dream, if you open the book of lives on a random page.
 
Love that has no where or why
a voice that says nothins and stays between me and you
the two of us roaming along borders
roads with no beginning and no end
like the two of us, there.
 
Who knows if we are real
the two of us there
or two rmote reflections
the two of us there
visions or perhaps thoughts
the two of us there
or poetry and songs
the two of us there
we are yesterday's future
the two of us there
that becomes past tomorrow.
 
Us, those of love without the troubles of love
its space is everywhere, its time is never
if you read it line by line you live a story you already know
yet you dream, if you open the book of lives on a random page.
 
Love that has no where or why
a voice that says nothins and stays between me and you
the two of us roaming along borders
roads with no beginning and no end
like the two of us, there.
 

• 1. Lit: naked

Music Box

A dusty box set
and inside a picture
with your first boyfriend
cavalry lieutenant ...
On the hand-embroidered tablecloth
the pretzels with a tea
in your Venetian living room
the 5 - 4 - 23 …
Boat trips
your babysitter, a Chopin nocturne
a kiss on your hand
a camellia
a lapin muff
and deep in your tired eyes you have left
melancholy
that strokes your white hair
and takes you away…
 
Jesus, Jesus, you may say,
how funny I was!
You’ll smile, but you’ll feel a lump in your throat:
how beautiful you were
and what are you now?
An old music box
that no longer works…
 
In the reading room, after lunch,
lying on the sofa
you were reading eagerly a novel
with some phrases a bit risqué …
And on Thursday morning at a concert
with your parents at the “Odeon”
you were very bored
and were already thinking of the Charleston.
Baths at the beach
your horse
and a bamboo parasol
your braids, your dance card
and the cuckoo clock …
 
Now they have left you alone
now they have ran away
and maybe your picture
comforts you a little …
 
Jesus, Jesus, you may say,
how foolish I am!
And from your sweater you’ll pull out a handkerchief
and you will wonder
if staying down here on earth is good for something
to an old music box
that no longer works…
 

Life is now

Life is now
In the old hostel of the earth
And each one is in a room
And in a history
Made of mornings so light
And skies frayed with hope
And with silences to listen to
And you’ll be surprised that you’re singing
But you don’t know why
 
Life is now
In the afternoons just a little fresh
That make you feel sleepy
And the bells make the clouds spin
And it rains on the hairs
And on the tables of the sidewalk cafés
And you’re wondering, unsure, who you are
 
You are…
Are you…
It’s you…
 
It’s you who’s pushing on your heart
And the hard work
To be a man and not to know
What the future will be
It’s you, in the time that makes us bigger
And alone amid the world
With the angst to search together
For a deeper good
 
And for another one who gives you breath
And takes care of you
With an expectation of wanting to be more
Not realizing what it is
 
And you’re returning my looks
In this immense moment
Over the noise of the crowd
Tell me if this makes any sense
 
Life is now
In the sweet air of an after-dinner
And children’s faces against the panes
And meadows smoothing themselves like kittens
And millions of stars sticking to the street lamps
While you’ll be wondering where you are
 
You are…
Are you…
It’s you…
 
It’s you who’ll be carrying your love
On a hundred, a thousand roads
Because there’s no end to the journey
Even if a dream falls
 
It’s you who has a new wind in his arms
While coming to me
And you will learn that
A sunset is enough to die
 
In a joy that hurts
More than melancholy
And in any evening you’ll find yourself
Don’t throw yourself away
And don’t let a day go by
To find yourself again
Son of a sky so beautiful
Because life is now
It’s now
It’s now
 

Alone

“Let everything be as it is”
…and the wind was flying on your foulard.
You had already taken with you
your hands, your nights, your cheerfulness.
 
“Never cut your hair,
eat a little more, that you’re too skinny”
…and on the table, between a tea and the bill
I also swallowed this farewell…
 
“Let everything be as it is”
…and the sky was fading behind the cranes.
“No, never change and take care of yourself,
of your life, of the world you’ll find”
 
“Try to stay out of trouble,
button your coat well”
…and between the car horns and the bells
I was repeating “I’m not bitter at you”
 
“And don’t worry for me, please”
…while my breathe was turning into smoke
I felt I was fainting little by little,
and little by little you was leaving…
 
I wonder if sooner or later…
if you’ll have ever understood…
if you have looked back…
I wonder if sooner or later…
if you’ll ever think, sometimes,
that I’m alone…
 
And if now I play my songs,
the same ones you loved so much,
if she sits next to me smiling and thinking
that I’ve dedicated them to her…
 
And she doesn’t know about when I told you:
“Eat a little more, that you’re too skinny”,
she doesn’t know about our first day’s fantasies
and about the way you went away…
 
I wonder if sooner or later…
if you’ll have ever understood…
if you have looked back…
I wonder if sooner or later…
if you’ll ever think, sometimes,
that I’ll stay alone, here,
I’ll walk alone,
alone, I’ll carry on…
 

Who knows if you think about me

Who knows if you think about me
Sitting on the bed
And if you hold tight
your old teddy bear
And speak to him about me ...
And soften the light
But you cannot find peace anymore
And you are asking why ...
 
Who knows if you're looking for me
There under the pillow
If you found me nice
If you want me near there
If you want me there with you ...
And between the sheets
You feel more alone
And you wonder why ...
 
But who knows if it's really true
What are you thinking about me
Or if you're looking for someone else with the thought ...
 
But who knows if in your heart
There is a place for me too
And if yes, do you keep it more hidden ...
Even ore hidden ...
 
Who knows...
If you do not fall asleep
And you nervously bite
Your lips between your teeth
If you think a bit about me ...
And slowly even slowly
Unfreeze your bed
And you wonder why ...
 
But who knows if it's really true
What are you thinking about me
Or if you're looking for someone else with the thought ...
 
But who knows if in your heart
There is a place for me too
And if yes, do you keep it more hidden ...
More hidden ...
 
But who knows if you think of me ...
If you do not fall asleep
And how many sheep you count
One two ... one hundred and twenty ...
And you take them with me ...
Turn the light back on
But you feel happy
And you wonder why ...
 

Vajon gondolsz-e rám

Vajon gondolsz-e rám
az ágyad szélén ülve
Átöleled-e a
kopott plüssmacidat
és beszélsz-e neki rólam
Lesötétíted a fényeket
de nem találsz békét már
és töprengsz, hogy miért
 
Vajon keresel-e engem
ott a párnád alatt
Vajon kedvesnek találtál-e
Vajon akarod-e, hogy ott legyek melletted
vajon akarod-e, hogy ott legyek veled
És a takaród alatt
egyre magányosabbnak érzed magad
Te sem tudod, miért
 
De ki tudja, hogy ez valóban igaz-e
amit még mindig gondolsz rólam
Vagy valaki mással járnak a gondolataid
 
De ki tudja, hogy a szívedben
maradt-e még hely számomra
És ha van, akkor nem rejted-e el még jobban, még jobban
 
De ki tudja,
ha nem tudsz aludni
Idegesen rágod-e
az ajkadat
amikor egy kicsit eszedbe jutok
És lassan, egészen lassan
átmelegszik a derékaljad
és töprengsz, hogy miért….
 
De ki tudja, hogy ez valóban igaz-e
amit még mindig gondolsz rólam
Vagy valaki másnál járnak a gondolataid
 
De ki tudja, hogy a szívedben
maradt-e még hely számomra
És ha van, akkor nem rejted-e el még jobban,
még jobban
 
De ki tudja, vajon rám gondolsz-e,
amikor nem tudsz elaludni
Számolod-e a bárányokat
egy… kettő… százhúsz
és megfogod őket velem
felkapcsolod a villanyt
de boldogságot érzel
és töprengsz, hogy miért..
 

With all the love that I can

It's long the Tiber that went slowly
we got lost in the red of a sunset
till we shout our names against the wind
are you serious or no?
 
In a crazy waltz that started suddenly
in your grimaces and my fingers in nose
we tripped over an improvised kiss
it's too wonderful to be true, to be true, to be true
 
Ref:
My love
but what have you done to this air that I'm breathing?
And how do you stay inside my every thought
Swear it again that you exist for real
My love
But what do you have different from other people?
In front of you, that you are so important to me
all the love that I can is just nothing...
 
In world that turned around while we were dancing another hour
we disappeared tightly in the shadow of the evening
we were there and we were already missing for an hour
me and you with all the love that I can, love that I can, love that I can
 
Ref:
My love
but what have you done to this air that I'm breathing?
And how do you stay inside my every thought
Swear it again that you exist for real
My love
But what do you have different from other people?
In front of you, that you are so important to me
all the love that I can is just nothing...
 
And after filling the sky with words
we bought freshly baked bread and the sun was born
that surprised us while asleep on the stairs
holding hands ...
 

When it is like that

When it is like that
And you have done callus to the melancholy
And with your head, you're 3000 miles away
when the happiness slip away from your hands
 
When it is like that
And you, you're not my obsession anymore
and making love does not feel like playing
is not like flying
And this boredom drag us away
 
No, I beg you, no
Don't swear, don't promise anything
No, I beg you, no
It doesn't work
If there's nothing between us
If there's nothing left
 
When it is like that
And you smoke a lot and drink a bit more
And you don't have words left to say
nor a ticket to leave
neither teeth to smile
 
No, I beg you, no
Don't lie, no, don't pretend anymore
No, I beg you, no
It doesn't work
If there's nothing between us
If there's nothing left
 
No, I beg you, no
Don't hurt me, don't kill me anymore
No, I beg you, no
It doesn't work
If there's nothing between us
If there's nothing left
 
No, I beg you, no
Don't touch me, don't confuse me anymore
No, I beg you, no
It does not work
If there's nothing between us
If there's nothing left
 
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Isolina

Versions: #2
Isolina tonight you are
 
Inside your bed, to whom will you think of?
 
Your people now eat and do not mind if you run from me
 
That I wait
 
Isolina you want to tell me why
 
You don't spend your summer with me?
 
Your people now sing and someone, somehow will love it
 
On the grass
 
Isolina leaves the pain
 
It is not life, the life you live
 
On your body you wear the colors
the colors that never mourn
 
Isolina, in your eyes you have
 
Skies that I have never seen
 
Your people are drunk and the penis is tired
 
Inside the wine
 
Isolina I know what you desire
 
With the most beautiful dreams you have
 
Your people are now sleeping and even the fire
 
Will fly
 
In the wind