2020.07.26.
How Much I'd Like
How much I'd like you to send me a message now,(I'm) sitting here at home and waiting, and nothing happens at all.
Why does it have to be so difficult? Just say yes or not, fuck it.
I don't want you to fudge me, enough with this game.
We were sitting in front of candles on the beach, drinking beer from plastic cups.
Before I even had the chance to start talking, you got a phone call from someone else.
The heat got slowly to my head, the Moroccan side burst out again,
so I took the chair and hit her head with it.
Jk, no, that did not happen, I am not that insane.
It's just bummed out the start,
but I said, let's go on with it, it isn't too bad, yeahh
So we continued talking, but really, I was just looking for a moment I could get close,
and kiss you on the mouth.
A big and sweet kiss,
to give you a wet kiss and to bit your lips till we both drop off off our feet.
But none of this happened, instead I chickened out and chocked like a little girl,
now one has to go back to the beginning and to realise the mistake isn't you.
What did I ask for after all? You screaming on a plastic bed,
so we don't dirty up the sheets, maybe the face a little bit.
Now I'm going to sleep alone, with a bit of soap and the sexual member in my hand,
instead of writing another love song, I decide to attack back.
Sweetie, don't take it personally, the wheels indeed turn
and when you come looking for me, I will no longer be here.
I'll be in South American, with a joint in one hand, and a beer in the other.
Instead of being satisfied with one out of a thousand, I'll spend every day with someone else.