A keresés eredménye
Találatok száma: 8
2021.09.21.
Escape
All of those who walk in front of me
Pick up rotten, dirty mud on their feet
Sell your soul to greedy demons
In the dark, at the bottom, where you become smoke
Those who fell because they’re weak-willed
Watch me as I crawl from Hell
Wearing bulky, tacky masks
These unsightly fools scream and shout during Higan
A warning chanting in my head
A plan that’s already been laid out
Remember, no matter what, I can’t abandon my honesty
Please God, for my escape
Pray
And lead the way
Judge of evil, yet I’m not satisfied
To this day I can’t let my borders down
Dissociation, solitude, rope and waltz
The scene buried in my brain
An awful hell, a disappearing memory
Everyone, even Him, are hypocrites
If the entire world disappeared one day
Nothing would make me happier
Pray
Drunkenness that walks with heavy shackles
This life that is now crawling from the darkness
Remember, no matter what, I want to walk this path honestly
Please God, for my escape
Pray
And lead the way, already!
2020.09.12.
LOSER
Despite it all I've got proper education
Everyday waking up at 6am and walking
Bullies stepping on shoe heels
I'm sure I would've been living peacefully somewhere else now
No.10: 'Today was not a very good day.'
365, A meaningless reflection starts in the LIFE NOTE
Everything is too short, no matter what you do, surrender without reason
HEY TEACHER!
What did you grab my shirt that time?
HEY TEACHER!
Is that moment alive right now?
Hey teacher, so I was wrong the whole time
You are the only one who noticed
Take away all the stares and laughs, 'LOSER'
One Two Three Four Five
Six Seven Eight Nine Ten
With a thermometer in the mouth, messy DIRTY FACE
The one fool who doesn't understand
The talentless prison, the talentless guards
All I can trust is my own body
Clinging on this paper's ash is a CURSE
What I got was a damn illusion!
Unchained ideals break all the lead
Standing on top, looking down on everything
Hey teacher,
Why did you grab my shirt that time?
The moment is alive right now
Take away all the stares and laughs, 'LOSER'
Take away all the stares and laughs, 'LOSER'
Take away all the stares and laughs, 'LOSER'
2020.09.12.
ONE
Hey, there's no answers
There's no such thing as justice
Nobody and everybody bears sins
Only God knows of the irony
Of a person becoming cursed
It's a contradicting world, not going the way that I thought
Gazing up at the red heavens
The world never ends
How absurd
Reaching beyond the past stretches
As if blooming like a light
In a world morphing into pain
I wanted to live with you
Playing the black and white keys
Without needing any words
If this love remains til the end of life, the merciless moon
Can take everything away, it's fine with me
My voice, my sight, even my emotions
Like heavy rain falling in the desert
Sadness devours me whole
Crying in secret with doubts and dizzying delusions
There are days where I can't grasp anything
Shadows become dark and stretch out long
In distorted and warped shapes
Even so I still wanted to step forward
I still want to venture to not-yet-seen scenery
Whether this place morphs into hell depends on your heart
There are no insane reasons to slip into gaps
Now we can't turn back anymore
Wrapped up in a world of triviality
I wanted to live with you
Let's rewrite all the past and mistakes
Going beyond the light
If this love remains til the end of life, the merciless moon
Can take everything away, it's fine with me
My wishes, my salvation, even my senses
If only we could stay like this
Let's stop the hands of time like this
I understand something 'like this' is impossible
Is everybody separate?
Or perhaps everything is one?
I could never understand
Somehow, let me stay by your side without ever changing
In a world morphing into pain
I wanted to live with you
It doesn't matter what anyone says
Let's connect our breaths
If this love remains til the end of life, the merciless moon
Can take everything away, it's fine with me
The skies, the earth, even these feelings
2020.09.12.
Heaven and Hell
Why should I care? Why should I have to stick with it?
Throw poison from the mouth, spit inferiority and envy
Foolish rotten head is laughing
It will break down, be pitying
Can someone come find me, please?
If you rub your eyes, the address will increase in the SAFE AREA
No one can tarnish it
Left and right, front and back, the bug and lag are not incoherent
The value of the CPU dropped
Scream and weep
Embrace the pathetic self
The whisper says - 'change player'
Aah, right now I am pouring down from this pair of palms
Breathing through blood
Aah, I can do everything - look
This body is lighter than ever
'That's good,' someone said
'So glad,' I replied
Hey, I'm standing alone
'That's good,' someone said
'Thank you,' I replied
Into the abyss of darkness
Poisoning, Dependent, Get out!
I can’t find anywhere.
Someone hid my medicine.I will never forgive![Why?]
I can’t stand it soon.
Disgusting insects and dirty voices.
Can you loops me?
Tell me a wish. Release me early.
I want to end me.It’s the limit.
Tell me a wish. Release me early.
I want to end me.It’s the limit.
Vision is blurry - just caught in a trap?
Someone is running - saying 'It's actually a fake'
Do you have a matching answer? Chorea and paralysis, can't stop
Which symptoms are faster? Until I catch you
Cover one's ears, suck on one's finger, while weeping and asking for forgiveness
The CPU is useless
During the sobbing and weeping
Wrap up the pathetic self
The whisper says - 'This is the end'
Aah, right now I am pouring down from this pair of palms
Breathing through blood
Aah, I can fly in the sky as well - watch
The pain began to disappear
'That's good,' I said
'So glad,' I replied
Aah, the light is shining bright
'That's good,' I said
'Thank you,' I cried
Reaching out to heaven
2020.09.12.
LAZY
My morning is upside down
Night time stands still
I lift one leg up in the air
Even though there's no one to catch
How far did I go in that game yesterday?
Auto-save with imaginary friend A
This is me now
Not bothering anyone so I don't get lectured
Where will that person go tomorrow
Or what did this person do
For now it doesn't matter
Just defeat the enemy in front of you
Rather than fighting unknown enemies
I want to break the wall between me and the people I know
I'm not bound to anything
This is my LAZY LIFE
Just turn it on whenever you like
The Save file is still in the folder
Rubbing my eyes, still sleepy
I want to rest more
Not hearing anyone's voice
My time (life) is only mine
I want to keep being like this
I don't want to be disturbed by anyone
LAZY fits me, right?
Don't say such cold words
Let me and you create true happiness here and now
It's okay for you to take a break
I will always watch over you and drown in LAZY days again
I will record this feeling
Override and save the Data
Compress yesterday and today as a ZIP file
Sometimes forgetting the passwords
How far will I reach today
Together with imaginary friend B? (GG)
This is my mission
If you don't follow it , the only way is death
I press the button
That will be a new day's start
Memory is in the Data
(Would be nice if it loaded more smoothly)
Take these lazy things seriously, I want to spend my time on what I like
I'm not wrong
I will prove it to you
Even if someone says something I won't stop
I will just look ahead and keep living
Rubbing my eyes, still sleepy
I still want to rest more
Not hearing anyone's voice
My time (life) is only mine
I want to keep being like this
I don't want to be disturbed by anyone
LAZY fits me, right?
This finite time will soon disappear
So the only thing I can do is sing and let it resonate
Break time is almost over
I will always be here to play games and lazily walk forward with you
2020.09.12.
DOMINATION
As if that train was built for you
To prevent you from going out of the way
Wrap it all in this love
And I will watch you forever
Hey, I wonder if it's strange?
Say, I wonder if it's alright?
That is not all
I don't understand cutting it all
Lovely doll, only for me
Follow the order
I don't need your will
Follow the order
Otherwise I will go crazy
The one and only way
Is to repeat the same words like that
Though it may not become mirror-like
With this, this is fine
Even so, will you still want to say it?
'I want to see a different view.'
But you can't - because you are inside of me
All engraved in a small body
You shed tears in response
It was all a signal
The heartbeat that starts moving, the idea that cannot be stopped
Lose desire and fulfil only purpose
Only focus on the rails that were placed
Just breathing, that's enough
I'm ready to carry your baggage
Unable to compare the weight of life
First of all, it's not worth comparing
This life is for protecting you
It could be thrown away anytime, even in a ditch
Near this palm, patience will never end
After it cannot close it will be stained red
The lights passed by that I don't want to lose anymore
Spread around the purity, I want to live on my own
Follow the order
I don't need your will
Follow the order
Is this really true? I don't know
To escape from the darkness
With gentle and burning hands
From the place where beliefs disappear
In search of a new destination
Even if I must be hated
If it's for you to live - aah
That is enough
2020.09.12.
CULT
People fed me nonsense today
And their voices made me want to hurl
No dreams, no pain, they were all gone too soon
But I'm still afraid of morning and noon
Someone give me a little pleasure
A little ecstasy before the seasons take it away from me
I want to feel something, anything as long as it doesn't hurt
Hurry up before I get buried in the dirt
A lone figure standing in the dead of night
Looks so pale it might fade out of sight
Legs covered in black and blue
Wondering what life's all about
Run, run, run, run that little head of yours
'Don't worry, don't worry, I'll be right here'
'Don't worry, don't worry, I'll be with you'
'Don't worry, don't worry, I promise, have no fear'
A lone figure smiles
With CULT EYES a lot like mine
I wish all the dumb laughs and rumours
Would burn up and turn to ashes
Whatever I saw, I know it was an illusion
Oh god, I wish the world would leave me alone
I dirty my hands, breaking everything around me
I'm sick of expectations, just leave me be
I'm gonna die one day. I wanna live to my fullest.
I'm gonna die one day. There'll be nothing left but dust.
Someone tell me about love and peace
Before they get swallowed up by the emptiness, ever approaching
I wanna fade away into nothing
Won't someone help me before I get second thoughts?
A lone figure standing in the dead of night
Singing to itself as it lay dying
Regrets flooding through its brain
While feeling its oxygen drain
Run, run, run, run that little head of yours
'Don't worry, don't worry, we can be together'
'Don't worry, don't worry, show me your wild side'
'Don't worry, don't worry, I'll make it nice and tight'
Both our hands perfectly fitting
Our CULT love so suffocating
Goodbye and I hope you're doing spiffy
On the other side that's fuelled with CULT misery
I've carved you into my memories
I'll live the rest of my life in darkness
But under the guise of dust flavoured death
I'll fall in love again
2020.09.12.
SOPPY
Tomorrow morning, looks like 'out of body experience' will pull with impatience
Pupil, open and created aspiration
Skyscraper, I look down from there to see ants
Soaring, lost control of body and cry loving
'Can we get out of the underground?'
You are stupid
I like to be here
SOPPY
Clean the drain in the bathroom
I have 3 days left to live
Step on the snail shell
It feels sticky, I don't like it
My sister was abandoned by her boyfriend
So I give the ice cream to her
Communicate from this world to the afterlife
Even now, it has not been accepted
Escape, put on roller skates if possible
Idea, the ballpoint pen that has been used for concept creation and modification
What should I do? Soon the refrigerator will be empty
So-so, the god that is too fast to die is now alive
Pi
'As if imitating an electrocradiogram'
SOPPY
Clean the drain in the bathroom
I have 3 days left to live
Step on the snail shell
It feels sticky, I don't like it
My sister was abandoned by her boyfriend
So I give the ice cream to her
Communicate from this world to the afterlife
Even now, it has not been accepted
My grandfather passed away yesterday
What will happen in the afterlife?
Can I go to heaven?
Or am I still not dead?
However, now I want to sleep
That pen was rolled into the room
Arrange it all out at once
And enter a SOPPY period of time