A keresés eredménye

Water and bread

I didn't do it on my own
The martyr has taken me
No one sees, no one hears
I'm just water and bread
 
I only did it on my own
The martyr has betrayed me
Out of everything you gave to me, everything you said
The blame is what I hold on to
 
When I dared to carry guilt
The words got all the way there
When I dared to carry guilt
Then forgiving was an honest chance
 
I couldn't see it myself
When I was jumping between ice floes
I was the cause, the self-centered one
The theif and the crime scene
 
I felt so small and fragile
My psyche was a bloodred leaf
They fall when the summer dies
I need my water and bread
 
When I dared to carry guilt
The words got all the way there
When I dared to carry guilt
Then forgiving was an honest chance
 
When I dared to carry guilt
The words got all the way there
When I dared to carry guilt
Then forgiving was an honest chance
 
Guilt waits after every try
But longing itself doesn't make anything happen
I believe in things like trying again
But maybe I only believe that to shine
 
When I dared to carry guilt
The words got all the way there
When I dared to carry guilt
Then forgiving was an honest chance
 
When I dared to carry guilt
The words got all the way there
When I dared to carry guilt
Then forgiving was an honest chance
 
When I dared to carry guilt
The words got all the way there
When I dared to carry guilt
Then forgiving was an honest chance
 

Eternal Happiness

There's so much I want to say
Want so very much to give you eternal happiness
To the one who succeeds
 
I would never stop here
Because the longing urges me away
The bottom keeps me floating and
The headwind gets me going
 
But I still would've rather been safe than sorry
Would rather get than have
Because one fulfilled wish leaves nothing
But more wishes
 
Adzakupatsa tsangala
Udzaakhala Naye
Mpakana Muyaya
 
There's so much I want to say
Want so very much to give you eternal happiness
To the one who succeeds
 
There's so much I want to say
Want so very much to give you eternal happiness
To the one who succeeds
 
I wanted to show you everything I was
But everything I said was just whatever sounded best
You wanted to teach me everything I was
But everything you said
I let drain away
 
Adzakupatsa tsangala
Udzaakhala naye
Mpakana muyaya
Usalire usakhumudwe
Usakyike usakhumudwe
Usakayike
Ndine wako wa pamtime
Iwala zakale zonse zija
Zinali za chiswana
 
There's so much I want to say
Want so very much to give you eternal happiness
To the one who succeeds...
 

Never free from the schoolyard

Back then, life could just run
But nowadays I carry the concern with me
By then it's far from relief
I would never have done it if you didn't see me
I wanted to show you so badly
Because then you maybe would have given me a chance
 
But dreams are still nothing for us scared
I didn't want to get up in the morning
 
I'm so afraid of promising things
When I'm sure of something, the chance has already passed
Equally as scared as losing things
But I just hold tight to the things that has already went
If doubt becomes my friend
I'll never be lonely again
 
There was no one I could talk to
So I sat quiet in the bus and just cried
If someone wondered I didn't answer
If someone asked I always answered with something good
I may seem like I can be trusted
But I probably let everyone I met then down
I wanted to feel freedom again
But I will never be free from the schoolyard
 
What I fled from then appears wherever I go
If I want to avoid all the requirements I have to escape everything I've got
 
I'm so afraid of promising things
When I'm sure of something, the chance has already passed
Equally as scared as losing things
But I just hold tight to the things that has already went
If doubt becomes my friend
I'll never be lonely again
 
You held my hand and said that everything is good
But you walked away from here because my doubts didn't give you a choice
 
I'm so afraid of promising things
When I'm sure of something, the chance has already passed
Equally as scared as losing things
But I just hold tight to the things that has already went
If doubt becomes my friend
I'll never be lonely again
 

Large walls & small fences

It's okay to just lie down
and say 'thanks and bye, I'll die now'
I can shut out whatever I want
and forget all that's toilsome
 
But I don't want to die
don't want to forget anything
Not leave someone out
I'm here, 'cause I want to
 
Even though the walls separate us
we want them as an excuse
And they stay put where they are
Only we can leave when we choose
 
Even though the walls separate us
we want them as an excuse
And they stay put where they are
Only we can leave when we choose
 
I escaped it all
but not dead or alive, like you
I gladly wanted to be your friend
put on your shirt, warm like you
 
My chest lets out a cry
and it's unusually weak
Could it be the force in our steps?
Something we share, but only figuratively?
 
Even though the walls separate us
we want them as an excuse
And they stay put where they are
Only we can leave when we choose
 
Even though the walls separate us
we want them as an excuse
And they stay put where they are
Only we can leave when we choose