A keresés eredménye

Insomnia

Haha, yes, Dynamic Duo, Bobby Kim
What you got for me this time, man?
Come on
This time I have a bit of a serious story, man
It’s about not being able to sleep
Uh, right, yeah, one, two
Yeah, I’m feeling this one right here,
Huh, I feel it, man
Can you sing in a way so everyone can feel this?
Like that, okay
 
In the early night, I take up my worn guitar again
I sing a song with a tired voice
until the morning sun accommodates me
Woo, now I want to fly but, singing
Woo, I don’t have the courage
Cold gazes and tiring expectations
Drift farther and farther away from me
Is there something wrong with me?
 
I can’t sleep until the sun comes up (I can’t sleep)
I stay up all night with open eyes and sing (Singing, singing)
I can’t know, I can’t sleep (I can’t sleep)
Tell me what should I do? Woo yeah (Singing, singing)
 
Only after the sun is up, I sleep
When will the wounds in my right brain heal?*
The troubles in my complexly twisted head
Because of how many glasses of alcohol am I hurting this much?
Coming and leaving with empty hands
is life anyway but I’ve always been penniless until now
Misfortune after misfortune follows me
Stripping me, starving me, destroying my future
and they only leave the venomous guy called “poverty” behind
They even take my sleep at night
It’s a bit hard, and although this is bitter,
the sun rises on time every day
Time goes by no matter if I cry,
laugh, hurt, if it’s sweet or bitter
I keep being too late, I age in the midst of worries
When will deep sleep sprout on my bed?
 
I can’t sleep until the sun comes up (I can’t sleep)
I stay up all night with open eyes and sing (Singing, singing)
I can’t know, I can’t sleep (I can’t sleep)
Tell me what should I do? Woo yeah (Singing, singing)
 
In the early morning, I finish work
Unable to fall asleep, I’m lost in thoughts
I’m struggling to live, though, uh
(One, two, three, four)
 
The balance on my bankbook slowly decreases
The medicine for my limping mother increases
I’m dried up, without tears or strength I take up the brush and paint endlessly
A self portrait with a sad expression
I’m left out of love, I’ve lost my way
A needle that has lost its thread inside the drawer
Every day is autumn, why do I miss the sky so much?
Because my head that is bent down to the ground can’t look at the sky
Was my love a one-time prank?
Am I a blind, blinded by sweet pleasure?
Just leaving behind the complaint “I’m rotten,”
under my eyelids I picture my young days when I was innocent
 
I can’t sleep until the sun comes up (I can’t sleep)
I stay up all night with open eyes and sing (Singing, singing)
I can’t know, I can’t sleep (I can’t sleep)
Tell me what should I do? Woo yeah (Singing, singing)
I can’t sleep until the sun comes up (I can’t sleep)
I stay up all night with open eyes and sing (Singing, singing)
I can’t know, I can’t sleep (I can’t sleep)
Tell me what should I do? Woo yeah (Singing, singing)
 

Nosedive

Maybe work was hard t
Today
Just a couple of drinks
Is getting to me
After letting out a long sigh in the empty space
I’m feeling a bit better
 
These days, life is like spring and fall
The good thing about that is
Everything passes by quickly
Some people
Turn me into someone
Who isn’t me
They put me up and down
Then they leave me
 
Maybe I got stronger
Maybe I got indifferent
I used to cry only once
Or twice a year
But now tears are coming
On this hidden path
 
When my heart heard
That song
It melted a little
The reason is all stress
I don’t wanna break down
Should I just endure and disappear?
It’s the price of holding it all in
 
When things are hard
You can just cry in pain
More sadly
When sadness leaves
When the tears are about to stop
With my thumb
I’ll brush across
The bottom of your eye
 
It’s sad but everyone’s like that
I said as I opened the bottle of soju
You said you just learned
At the age of forty
The awkward cigarette in your hand
 
The smoke you exhale
Is wrapping around us
The cough I held in mixed with laughter
Explodes out for a moment
 
I don’t think I’m alone
We call each other friends
Sometimes, the misfortune called depression
Blocks me with a net called laziness
 
Everyone is going on their own path
But only I’m stopped in place
Will I be okay like this?
That question doesn’t leave my head
 
If I keep walking around reality,
Impotently
Sometimes, I feel like a ghost
Loneliness is like a grave
But you always
Take me out of it
You’re like the chorus of this song
 
When things are hard
You can just cry in pain
More sadly
When sadness leaves
When the tears are about to stop
With my thumb
I’ll brush across
The bottom of your eye
 
I don’t wanna be alone
Again today, I’m holding onto someone
Not wanting to be alone
But the way back home
Is lonely, of course
So I turn on the TV
And wait for sleep to come
 
For a long time,
I wanna be with those
Who don’t give me a score
Among all the countless ratings
So I can go through the door
Of a lonely day
So I can live completely as myself
 
Sometimes, it feels so empty
I wonder why I live
Where am I going?
I’m wearing a pretty decent mask
I’m using a fake name that I’m used to now
I wonder if it’s really me though
 
When I can’t grasp my direction
And I keep wandering
The fact that someone is with me is priceless
The world is only an exterior shell
That’s like a lie
But we don’t simply judge each other
Like it’s a game
 
Have strength, close your eyes for a bit
How hard must it have been?
Just until the wind and rain pass
Wait a moment, then go
 
When things are hard
You can just cry in pain
When sadness leaves
When the tears are about to stop
With my thumb
I’ll brush across
The bottom of your eye