2019.03.16.
Waves Wandering
In this chaotic society,
how do flowers bloom?
How do the youngsters settle down?
We all wander on waves for love.
(Does anyone love me?)
I've decided to be a kind-hearted thug.
No more cigarettes, no more beers.
The nights when I missed you, I was in the corridor outside of your house.
The nights when I missed you, I was outside of the windows of your house.
I actually know that I'm not living a good life.
You understand what I'm hiding from you and all my weaknesses.
I've been risking my life to work ordinarily and humbly.
Oh, just like a joke.
Oh, all of those are just a lie.
I still remember those wishes I wrote down secretly when I was young.
At that time, I thought I've already seen through everything in the world.
If there's a next life, I won't wander on waves for you anymore.
2019.02.26.
Dear Heartless
It's gone, it won't be back again.
I've been asking repeatedly, 'is it?'
So I went out and took a walk,
smoked some cigarettes and gave it all up.
Am I crying? Is it such a waste of time?
Don't cry then, just laugh.
Laugh then, to pretend that I've forgotten everything.
Forgiveness has only been in imagination anyway.
Laugh out loud! Just make some scary and flustering laughter.
I don't wanna see you cry, so I just pretend.
Laugh then, to pretend that I've forgotten everything.
Forgiveness has only been in imagination anyway.
Laugh out loud! Just make some scary and flustering laughter.
I don't wanna see you cry, so I just pretend.
You won't come back, right? Will I cry?
The consequence should've been like this anyway.
I regret frequently. I regret deeply.
And then I just laugh, before I cry.
Laugh then, to pretend that I've forgotten everything.
Forgiveness has only been in imagination anyway.
Laugh out loud! Just make some scary and flustering laughter.
I don't wanna see you cry, so I just pretend.