2021.09.29.
Love is Not for Me
I used to hear from my mother that it was good to have someone with meI'm not easy to deal with but I'm not impossible either
I'm telling you my head is exploding
Tell God that my angel is sleeping
And can stop I want to go down
You can't win if no one cheers
I can't talk if no one hears me
You can't cry if no tears fall
No no no no no
Welcome to my self sabotage song
No no no no no
welcome to my song
Because love isn't for me isn't it
love is not for me is not
love is not for me is it
love is not for me is not
And look at the sun rising backwards and the rain is colorful
This all happens because I woke up feeling good about life
I'm tired of talking about feeling, but it's choked in my throat
Everything I say comes out of there
I'm sorry for not being what I wanted to be as a child
love is not for me is not
love is not for me is it
love is not for me is not
And it's so funny to make sure I'm shielded from feeling
It's a lot of courage on my part is that I fall in love with everything I see
everything that grows from the ground
everything that looks in the eye
All that smiles beautiful
Everything that speaks in a seductive tone
fuck it kills me
everything that grows from the ground
everything that looks in the eye
All that smiles beautiful
Everything that speaks in a seductive tone
fuck it kills me
love is not for me is not
love is not for me is it
love is not for me is not
love is not for me is it
love is not for me is not
love is not for me is it
love is not for me is not
No, it is not
Welcome to my self sabotage song