2021.12.16.
Hesitation
If i spoke openly, would she be offended?I don't know how an offended person reacts, would she be just pretentious?
If i said, ' You is whom i ....', no she doesn't listen, she becomes furious
What is it the word i am about to say that makes her so furious about?
Then i say 'have mercy on me, aren't my sufferings so far, enough for you'?
If i said to her ' So much do i....', no, i know she will get mad
Will her anger be bigger than my hesitation?
If i would tell you ' I am so...', do not get offended, OK?
Is not an offense, when you get to know how much i am in love with you.