A keresés eredménye

Parkbench, autumn 2017

you may find yourself
sitting in the middle of the day on a park bench
and then you think
how do these people afford these European cars and luxurious Tuscan prisons
you may think
in a poor country wealth is a shame, but
someone is always richer than everyone else
 
and you may think
what do I do
how can I sit on a park bench in the middle of the day?
and then I stay happily
because what to do here?
whom do I try to impress?
and then I think of myself
I'm not going to work for my life to do something one day
I'll start right now
 
we never do what we're saying we're going, right?
what are we still doing here?
this place is not ours
home is where your people are
my people do not have homeland
what are we still doing here?
this place is not ours
 
perhaps you think of yourself
I'm a product
I'm a marketing campaign
I'm a commodity
that's not how I want to raise my children
the middle class is a buffer
and we have to go out of here
hungry people do not stay hungry for a long time
 
the crazy people took control of the madhouse
and they are coming closer to the vault
in the dark the blind one is king
starving king with
starving adherents
and king is not long on his throne
 
I lay on the grass and listen to Lucas Maree
I suspect the heart works like the widow's jar
her heart is hurt because her husband is dead
and I can count on my fingers what is important to me
 

The Illusion of Safety

Сheap set of pleasures
Wholewheat phase 4
Mezzanine messiahs of the neighbourhood
I'm so glad to see you
 
Looking for evidence that I'm alive
Late-night pleasure
The rest laugh harder than I do
I don't laugh at weak jokes
It's already too late
Don't you listen?
 
I feel as if I'm talking to myself
And there's no way forward
 
So what do we do now?
We leave our windows open
And we don't have burglar-bars
 
I have family who are not blood
It doesn't help much for how I feel
You're lazy, you're selfish and you don't listen
 
Everything you get, you must
Throw out the window
We will sit around and make some noise
Repeat the same wisdom
You struggle to live In a dirty room
it's difficult to be yourself without direction
 
So what do we do now?
We leave our windows open
And we don't have burglar-bars
 
I have family who are not blood
It doesn't help much for how I feel
You're lazy, you're selfish and you don't listen
 
There is nothing that can stop us
We leave our windows open
And we don't have burglar-bars
 
I have family who are not blood
It doesn't help much for how I feel
You're slow, and you don't work well with others
 

I think of you (when it rains)

A instant the world is worth
but only the first one
a animal remains a animal
 
Go sleep if you'll get better if you can fall asleep a animal stays a animal
 
I think of you when it rains
 
These four walls nauseate me
Are you sick or are you faking it ? The song in my heart is a swansong
 
I think of you when it rains
 
We only become angry at each other Men stay boys
Boys want to be men
 
I swear there is someone staning in the corner when i blink he is gone like my youth
 
I think of you when it rains
 
I dont love you anymore
I couldn't keep you happy
Breaking vows and holding tightly hurts
 
Nowadays it takes me longer to get to know people
Is it really necessary to get to know people
 

Tigerberg Aeroplane

If an aeroplane would fall on top of Tigerber tonight i would consider all my resolutions its easier to give up before the tradition machine gets you
The feeling that someting has to give, its the inherent fear
Im born with 666 tattooed on my forehead
Im trying to hang on to who i am
Its on tv and its in my brain
Its terrible to see how sheep mentality we've got
We all work hard on Afrikaans America
general thought dysfunction
Read carefully and follow the instructions that they give us
Work, marriage and having kids and possibly suffer from depression
Someone has to ask why
We all die/perish alone
Im just trying to hold onto who i am