A keresés eredménye

Monster

The day has come, hammering loud on my door
I’ve got no escape left now as so often before
The storm is awake, the air is getting so cold
I have no choice left, don’t feel, don’t feel
 
Fear will be your greatest enemy, followed by death and sorrow
That’s what I was told once, and now I guess it’s time
All that pain, all that fear, just because I’m like this
Is the thing they see truly inside me?
 
A monster or not?
Is the darkness in me now coming to light?
Am I a monster full of rage
Who simply blindly hurts others?
Then be on the alert for this monster
 
Stop the winter for the summer
And be on your guard
 
No one will do anything to her
 
Stop the winter for the summer
And be on your guard
 
What do I do? Too late to flee from this
I’ve called this storm, how do I end it?
Can I still escape? How far would I have to go?
And would that make the storm collapse or blow even harder?
 
The world is getting colder and colder, and nothing’s making sense
Is everyone in danger just because I’m alive?
 
Was I a never stopping monster?
When did my heart get so dark and cold?
All this suffering, look at me
In a war that I never started myself
 
Do I kill the monster?
 
Father, I miss your advice so much
Would it be over if I didn’t exist?
Mother, but what if I do it
And the storm and the cold simply grow further?
 
No! I have to stay alive and forgive myself
Fix what I’ve done and free the summer
 
Stop the winter for the summer
And be on your guard
 
Am I a monster? Then so be it
There’s just one thing left for me to do
Will everything collapse on me now
While I’m freeing myself from all my guilt?
 
I’m not this monster
I will never be this monster
 
Monster, monster, monster