A keresés eredménye

Let them think it's me

Debris and a knife shimmering in the table.
In silence, you can hear dust falling down to the floor.
Stains of wine on the sleeves or maybe it's blood.
The fear in your eyes
changes the blueness into blackness.
 
Yes, before you call out, I'll be there.
Yes, let them think it's me.
Let them loose a pack of hounds
and point a weapon at me.
No matter what, I'll be yours.
 
I'll never tell you this.
I'm afraid just like you.
If it fails again,
what do we need these dreams for?
We pretend that it's only a breath amidst storms.
After all, we have had nothing to lose since a long time ago.
 
Yes, before you call out, I'll be there.
Yes, let them think it's me.
Let them loose a pack of hounds
and point a weapon at me.
No matter what, I'll be yours.
 
Yes, before you call out, I'll be there.
Yes, let them think it's me.
Let them loose a pack of hounds
and point a weapon at me.
No matter what, I'll be yours.
 
Yes, before you call out, I'll be there.
Yes, let them think it's me.
Let them loose a pack of hounds
and point a weapon at me.
No matter what, I'll be yours.
 

Empty home

I've never been good at weighing my words1
I couldn't listen to their advice, again my head aches
I'd never been ready to live the way you wanted
We'd better leave bad time, bad time behind us
 
I feel good with what I have though in front of me there's an empty home again.
Go away now, hide your grief, the fate has deprived us of everything.
I feel good, I don't want changes, you will not convince me again
It's good, I know one thing, I will never go back there
 
I've always seen a greater goal in it, we can hide the pride
Naively, I wanted to hear sense in your empty words
I've always thought that in spite of wounds, it's possible to run in the good direction
You lied saying that you want it, you want
 
I feel good with what I have though in front of me there's an empty home again.
Go away now, hide your grief, the fate has deprived us of everything.
I feel good, I don't want changes, you will not convince me again
It's good, I know one thing, I will never go back there
 
You wanted this, I know that you're afraid
to leave with no return, to go to the other shore
There's an image of memories in my head but when I want to burke it,
I again say loudly to myself that...
 
I feel good with what I have though in front of me there's an empty home again.
Go away now, hide your grief, the fate has deprived us of everything.
I feel good, I don't want changes, you will not convince me again
It's good, I know one thing, I will never go back there
 

• 1. to weigh words means to choose what one says carefully

I get up

The night has quietly hidden its face in the day
completely without a reason.
Your shadow suddenly disappeared from the walls.
I already know it's my mistake.
 
Now I'm powerless and I hear your voice.
It must be this way, never mind, it sometimes goes wrong.
Today you must choose on your own.
You may know now that the wind doesn't always blow in your back
 
I get up in spite of so many wounds
and again I keep my head up.
I go on,
I go on where my eyes lead me.
 
I get up in spite of so many wounds
and I'm half lighter.
I go on,
I go on alone, nothing keeps me here.
 
From where do you know if
walking the road with no return makes any sense?
The fire that was burning has already gone out
and the smile changes into fear.
 
I've run out of strength when I hear your voice.
It must be this way if you want it.
You must choose on your own today,
You probably already know that it's only a time-wasting play.
 
I get up in spite of so many wounds
and again I keep my head up.
I go on,
I go on where my eyes lead me.
 
I get up in spite of so many wounds
and I'm half lighter.
I go on,
I go on alone, nothing keeps me here.
 
Again from the start,
powerless,
I'm restoring my balance,
maybe somewhere at the end somebody is waiting for my scream.
 
I get up in spite of so many wounds
and again I keep my head up.
I go on,
I go on where my eyes lead me.
 
I get up in spite of so many wounds
and I'm half lighter.
I go on,
I go on alone, nothing keeps me here.