A keresés eredménye

Greed

Abandoning myself to the sounds,
our fingers slide so we can get closer.
It’s hot and cold,
and for a moment, our eyes meet.
 
Indulging within a dream,
the waves cling to me and hold me close.
I float and sink between them,
and a rise rushes up.
 
It’s suffocating and painful,
but I find satisfaction
mysteriously and quietly
spilling out.
 
I want to see more of the me
reflected in your eyes, but I cannot.
Too swayed by the feelings that sting me,
I’m still wandering – Can you find me…?
 
Overlaid in the shadows,
our melting breaths weave to become one.
Shaking and panting,
you beautifully trace my curves.
 
I miss you, I love you,
and I stay thirsty.
The less parched my throat becomes*,
the deeper I tremble.
 
Time never stops, and the truth is
I always want to touch you, but I hesitate
because I am made to be aware
that I am bound by minds I can’t see.
 
If it’s possible, I want to live with you.
Even if it’s cruel, I’ll resist.
 
I gently long in a world
dyed in the light, yearning for you.
I want to see more of the me
reflected in your eyes, but I cannot.
Can we love each other…?
 

Altern-ate-

A reality that is even able to
thrust at things that resembles a lie
must exist without question
A feeling we want to come true
is as silent as cat's footsteps*
and before we know,
it creeps closer to us on its tiptoes
 
Even though I march forward with my hands fumbling uncertainly
Now, I don't know
what's right and wrong
 
Even though I know there is nothing but cruel options for us,
But if it's for you, I will shoulder it
The root of a stone is drilling into my desire, letting it to crawl
Nevertheless, I will fight it from now on
Both of us become one
 
I want to step in and achieve it
What should I do, then?
Birds are drinking their own salivas
A flower that's waiting for us
in a place we will finally reach
is now blooming in disorder, dancing,
as it is falling, returning to the afterlife
 
Power** that I obtained in my hand
Whether it's right or wrong,
it's up for one to decide
 
The seed of war cannot be stopped by anyone anymore
and I can only see the clue vaguely
Even fish is seeking a treasure by concealing their breath
Let two of us become one
to go onward down this thorny path
 
I am not the main character of this story
This short electric pulse*** is painful just like a thorn
(And she is here no more)
I am not the main character of this story
But I will not run away, I will break in to the core
(And I'm ready for it)
 
We determine our aim without being able to solve this puzzle
I will shoulder the barrier between sin and equality
Putting the ferocious bear on the gunpoint
I want to protect you with this power of mine that exists for you
until the end
Both of us become one