2022.01.21.
good night my dear
People say 'I love you', 'It's alright' and suchBut I can't say it to myself, who I'll be with for the longest time
I can say 10 cool things about you1, even with room to spare
But still I have no idea what exactly I can do
For 20 seconds, just stop patronising me
There's no way you'd fit me into a box
'What should I do with my life?'
'What kind of person should I be?'
I ask these questions, to myself in the mirror
Hold yourself dearly and gently baby
I'll give love to, myself
I'll be my own no. 1 support
Even now it seems like it'll collapse, so I'm kinda late
But hold on to the limit-line, that's just nearby
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright y'know
Till tomorrow morning
Good night
The same old loop goes on again
And I've already had enough
Just tracing the set Serif with accuracy
Like a sad little robot
If I remember now, I was strongest back then
It was when I was 'oblivious to all those scary things'
...And now it's just a pity
Hold yourself dearly and gently baby
Don't go away
My everything gonna be alright!
Let's believe
Someday your dream will come true, so don't forget it
And stretch your hand to the dazzling sky
There might not be, a right answer anywhere
But that's all, we ever wish for
'That one's no good.', 'This one, that one, and everyone too.'
So just who can you say is good enough?
And who's gonna love you, if you don't love yourself
Hold yourself dearly and gently baby
I'll give love to, myself
I'll be my own no. 1 support
Even now it seems like it'll collapse, so I'm kinda late
But hold on to the limit-line, that's just nearby
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright y'know
Till tomorrow morning
Good night
- 1. I think this 'you' is still referring to herself although I'm not sure.