A keresés eredménye

On the inside

Perverse feelings grind away at my present
The mental IVs have broken
And the worms that chew on the inside are screaming
Should I stay? Or do I want to move?
I can`t stand comforting lies anymore.
 
The presence of the flesh that promises, that instigates
Takes me adrift
And I start having dense thoughts, perverse (thoughts)
And intense trips with wet bodies
Sweating with lust
And shaking hands, moving around with hunger
On butts and breasts, on shapes and different colors
In a continuous pulse, in a demented pulse!
 
I float, I climb or descent
When I get tired I hide under stones of longing!
 
I can`t take it anymore, I can`t take it anymore
For a bit of pleasure,
To fill myself with shivers of disgust
To lose myself
In immense networks of regret and filth
And then I hid in places where I find my bliss
In places where you can't know of me! (find me)
 
On the inside..
 

Pearl

In your eyes
The clouds hide dolphins and ponies
In your eyes
Bad people are also good
In your mind
Wonderful stories and rivers of flowers
In front of you
Plastic weapons to learn how to kill
 
The proof of the lie, the filth within us
On frowned foreheads
Under the mask of dreams, dead bodies of heroes
Forgotten sins
You`re welcome, you`ll die here
Live in hate and give me shivers.
 
In your eyes
The world changes in other colors
In your eyes
Tears, deceptions, you can`t fly anymore
In your mind
The problem with wishes, which way to go?
In front of you
Satan's domain waits for you to choose.
 
The proof of the lie, the filth within us
On frowned foreheads
Under the mask of dreams, dead bodies of heroes
Forgotten sins
You`re welcome, you`ll die here
Live in hate and give me shivers.
 
From hundreds and thousands of illusions
Only tens you`ll be able to touch
Only tens you`ll be able to touch
From hundreds and thousands of goals
Only two three you`ll reach
Only two three you`ll touch
Later you`ll realize you were oriented
Later you`ll realize you were dedicated
Dedicated, dedicated, dedicated.
 
The proof of the lie, the filth within us
On frowned foreheads
Under the mask of dreams, dead bodies of heroes
Forgotten sins
You`re welcome, you`ll die here
Live in hate and give me shivers.
 
You`re welcome, you`ll die here
Live in hate and give me shivers.
 

Sunset

You asked me for too long to find an answer,
A sun has set.
I gave you everything I had but you forgot,
To be the way I wanted you to.
Unwillingly you pushed me far away,
From you I broke away.
Behind me what was left undecided
And I don`t know where I am.
I waited in vain and days have passed,
I`m asking myself how you did it.
If only you came when I was alone I could have
Find out what I wanted.
Now when I meet you and your eyes
Dress me in sparks.
I`d like to change something but I didn`t tell you,
A sun has set.
 
When I meet you, in vain I hide,
And I`d want to tell you that you`re dear to me
But I don`t know how, how.
Could you maybe understand, when you`ll unbind me,
Take me back, to a place from back then
When, when.
 
In your mind I tried to reach,
But I chose to run.
In your shadow without you knowing I managed,
To search for an ending.
A beginning, a cloud, once again that shiver,
I tried to fly.
Even if you know how to not say any word,
Don`t betray me in anyway, you`re not a saint.
Your burden grinds inside of me, burning
The pain that hasn`t died out.
Keep or throw away all you have left of it,
Don`t let me fall.
Even though I believed in it, my miracle is gone
A sun has set.
A place where the sky buries itself in the ground,
There I wait, there I am.
 
When I meet you, in vain I hide,
And I`d want to tell you that you`re dear to me
But I don`t know how, how.
Could you maybe understand, when you`ll unbind me,
Take me, to a place from back then
When, when.
 
When I meet you, in vain I hide,
And I`d want to tell you that you`re dear to me
But I don`t know how, how.
Could you maybe understand, when you`ll unbind me,
Take me back, to a place from back then
When, when.