2019.03.28.
I don't have it in me
I can't keep loving your nor can I stop,Once I leave your gaze,I return to drown In your eyes,
Through the murkiest darkness your smile,
Guides me to safety like a lighthouse,
This is the beginning of the end of my lonely days,
I wasn't alive until I've met you,
Dock my boat on the land of life that is yet to come,
Hide me in your eyes for I have no friend but you,
My days of wondering the lonely seas are over,
For I have you as a harbor for my sunken heart,
The nightmares in my sleep torment me causing me to scream,
I'm Running away from my memories,
I'm scared of the past to return,
And nervous of what tomorrow might bring,
I wake to your voice and touch,
Feeling as if have been resurrected, born anew,
You're my medicine and all I wish for,
You're the angel approaching from afar,
Dock my boat on the land of life that is yet to come,