2020.05.28.
Isn't it pitiful?
'Isn't that girl just so pitiable?' I always sneered behind her back.Worthless clothes, worthless chatter, worthless smile.
'I really don't want to end up like that' I spoke out.
'Isn't that girl just so pitiable?' I always tried to make fun of her.
A casual dream, casual nails, and a casual lover.
I did not wish for things that could be found anywhere.
To become the chosen woman, I even adored solitude.
However, in the closet, there is a dress from two years ago.
There are no longer things others can do while I can't.
The only one who is hollow is nobody but my unsightly self.
Aah, the pitiable one wasn't that girl .. it was me.
'Isn't that girl just so pitiable?' I always said while looking down at her.
A normal hobby, a normal room, and a normal photograph.
'I really don't want to end up like that' I spoke out.
'Isn't that girl just so pitiable?' The reflection on the mirror murmured out.
Righteous lie, righteous past, and righteous pretentious courage.
I only walked paths that couldn't be found anywhere.
I wonder what would my past self say if she saw me now ..
However, in the closet, the only thing that embellishes me is a mere piece of cloth.
There are no longer things others can do while I can't.
The only one who is hollow is nobody but my miserable self.
Aah, the pitiable one wasn't that girl .. it was me.
In the closet, there is a dress from two years ago.
There are no longer things others can do while I can't.
The only one who is hollow is nobody but my unsightly self.
The pitiable one wasn't that girl .. Aah
You spilled out everything that's in my heart.
There are no longer things others can do while I can't.
In lonesome and everlasting nights, i gazed at the floor's dust.
Aah, the pitiable one wasn't that girl ... Aa .. Aa .. It was me.
'Am I not just so pitiable?'