2018.09.29.
My Deception
It amuses me thinking aboutwhy I was having a hard time moving on from you before.
Am I not supposed to be really forgetful?
I don't know why it was so
but it really had been impossible to forget you.
But now it's finally changed,
If ballpens can easily be (misplaced and) lost,
how much more of feelings?
This is as far as I can go,
This is as far as I can get,
I shall not continue pursuing
a person who is a nimble runner.
Because if it really isn't (meant to be), then it really isn't.
No more coercion (and pleadings) between us
Just forget it.
Don't deceive me anymore,
but that's *just (my) deception,* okay?
*Just (my) deception,* okay? (2x)
*My deception*...
Moving on as if there's a breakup to move on from
What is it with my presumptuous heart?
Why I was having a hard time letting go
when I wasn't being held on to at all.
Try stopping me too, please?
May I now finally learn
that there's absolutely nothing I can reap
from this love that is (constantly) being given then taken back.
This is as far as I can go,
This is as far as I can get,
I shall not continue pursuing
a person who is a nimble runner.
Because if it really isn't (meant to be), then it really isn't.
No more coercion (and pleadings) between us
Just forget it.
Don't deceive me anymore,
boy...
I shall start moving away ever slowly,
just ever slowly,
just in case maybe,
you'll (be wanting to) catch up to me,
but that's *just (my) deception.*
This is as far as I can go,
This is as far as I can get,
I shall not continue pursuing
a person who is a nimble runner.
Because if it really isn't (meant to be), then it really isn't.
No more coercion (and pleadings) between us
Don't deceive me anymore.
I shall not assume (anything ever) again,
I shall not get carried away (ever) again,
I shall not (allow myself to) be beguiled (ever) again
by you, who leads people on.
Because if it really isn't (meant to be), then it really isn't.
No more coercion (and pleadings) between us
Just forget it.
Don't deceive me anymore,
but that's *just (my) deception.* okay?
*Just (my) deception,* okay? (3x)
*My deception*...
*Just (my) deception,* okay? (3x)