A keresés eredménye

An Open Wound

What happens is not a little
This silence is not good
It is like I am shot from a side
This numbness is not new
 
I broke up once
I get used to it
Every passing hour
An open wound
 
It is not on me
Order is chaos
Let nothing stay
Forever
 
The same sun doesn't warm
These desolations know me
As if I got fired from everywhere
All these are not new
 
I broke up once
I get used to it
Every passing hour
An open wound
 
It is not on me
Order is chaos
Let nothing stay
Forever
 

Cannot Go Back

If he found himself
If he got him and put him in its place
Everything would be easy
I wish he would be sure
 
In front of his eyes
But somewhere far away
He is being crumpled like a paper
And life is throwing him away
 
He is getting used to it in time
At least that's what he's saying
Even though how much he wants to go back
He cannot anymore
 
He is getting used to it in time
At least that's what he's thinking
Even though how much he wants to go back
He cannot anymore
 

I Wouldn't Want It

Nothing can make me come back to life anymore
Unfortunately, this cannot go anywhere
There's purpleness on my face, an ache on my chest
The truths made me upset suddenly
 
I wouldn't want it to be like this
I wouldn't want to be replaced
(I wouldn't want) All the problems to find me
I wouldn't want it to be like this
To be like this
To be like this
To be like this
 
Nothing can make it right anymore
Logical words do not interest me
A bomb in my hand, I pulled the pin
I smiled to the camera one last time
 
I wouldn't want it to be like this
I wouldn't want to be replaced
(I wouldn't want) All the problems to find me
I wouldn't want it to be like this
To be like this
To be like this
To be like this
 

Maybe you're right

Versions: #1
Maybe you’re right
I made a face over nothing
Just because I didn’t feel like it,
I didn’t talk to you
 
Maybe you’re right
I made a face of disgust over nothing
Just because I don’t feel like it,
I didn’t tell you
 
Look, I finally understand.
I am both selfish and a coward
While I was ignoring it,
You did your best.
 

I Have An Enemy

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It's silly to run away from you.
Loving you too,
If you surrendered now,
If you could just reconcile with yourself.
For a sack of figs,
I ruined it, I'm guilty.
Like a freak,
I waited in my cave.
 
There's a part of me.
One that calls me “not enough”
Whatever I do,
He just doesn't like it.
I have an enemy
Sucking up all of my energy
Adoring perfection,
When nothing’s perfect.
 
But I can't
I can't handle him.
Even if I wanted to,
I just can’t do it.
 

There's Nothing For You

I don't know how,
Every day there’s something different.
I don't know how it's going to be.
Every day is something else.
Me, on one hand
Everyone I love, in the other
I'm in a purgatory, with a lot of desires in mind.
 
There's nothing for you
Here
There's nothing for you
Here
There's nothing for you
 
I don't know how,
Every day there’s something different.
I don't know how it's going to be.
Every day is something else.
Me, on one hand
Everyone I love, in the other
I'm in a purgatory, with a lot to desire in mind.
 
There's nothing for you
Here
There's nothing for you
Here
There's nothing for you
 

Fire

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Who am I?
I'm not sure anymore
Without knowing, I wanted so much
Come and see, exactly who I am
I'm a two-legged nervous breakdown
 
I'm bored of waiting here
Spitting on my own face
I see the fire from a distance but
I can’t do anything about it
 
Who am I?
I'm not sure anymore
Without knowing, I wanted so much
Come and see, exactly who I am
I'm a two-legged nervous breakdown
 
I'm bored of waiting here
Spitting on my own face
I see the fire from a distance but
I can’t do anything about it
 
I'm bored of waiting here
Spitting on my own face
I see the fire from a distance but
I can’t do anything about it
I can’t do anything about it
I can’t do anything about it
 

Despite Myself

You're not sure.
You still have a doubt.
Your days go by
You see, your efforts will forgive you.
Even if you destroy it, it'll embrace you.
 
Despite all the things I’ve done to myself
I've lived far too much
Despite myself
 
You're not ready.
Still, there's a chance.
What you trust
It’ll come and strangle you in your sleep
If you're lucky, your grave will bloom.
 
Despite all the things I’ve done to myself
I've lived far too much
Despite myself
Despite all the things I’ve done to myself
I've lived far too much
Despite myself
 

Use as you like

A light has caught my eyes
It was netiher human nor a god
Gave me an unwavering feeling
And found everything swimmingly
Everything I hide
 
Take me, use me as you like
Crush me in the inside
Let the everything which is stopped
Takes possession of me