2020.09.08.
Notes
A point blank shotAnother scar
I felt the pain on my skin
For everything that I didn't do
The pressure here on my chest
Stole me from my sunrise
I gave my best
There are days that looks like
I won't make it
Fear haunts me
It prevents me from feeling
I just want to love
And be whatever I can
Whatever it is
Come what may come
And if by any chance it is
I can wait
For the rain to stop
For everything to start over
No pain is little
In the mistakes I learned
In life, always crazy
Love is deciding
And each new choice
Is what it needs to be
It's not always the best
Sometimes there's no other option
The way to continue
Remember what always hurts me
But what also makes me smile
I write it in a note
Love everything you can
Whatever it is
Come what may come
And if by any chance it is
I can wait
For the rain to stop
To start over
And if by any chance it is
Of having to wait it out
The rain will go away
For everything to start over
Everything will start over