2021.07.26.
After So Long
Today, after so many years of not seeing you, I came across you.Today, I feel shivers run through my entire skin.
Today, when I had inevitable lost you out of cowardice.
Today, when I saw you in the crowd, without you realizing it
....I knew that you still dwelled in me.
Because, today that I've come across you without meaning to,
I relived that past that I believed was far away from me.
I feel as if I could die not having you beside me,
I don't know, I don't know if I can go on parted from you.
I love you dearly and you're still so present in me,
today I've come to realize that without you, life's not worth living.
If it were up to me, I would have liked to embrace you like before
and kiss those lips of yours, that were once only mine.
But I held back my desires because I knew it was already too late,
you belonged on another path, you had a different yearning
....and what once was...was left behind.
Because, today that I've come across you without meaning to,
I relived that past that I believed was far away from me.
I feel as if I could die not having you beside me,
I don't know, I don't know if I can go on parted from you.
I love you dearly and you're still so present in me,
today I've come to realize that without you, life's not worth living.