2020.12.15.
Dark Thoughts
Don't speak, keep quiet
I know what you're thinking
Going far away from us
Far from me
Your heart is beating a mile a minute
The more time goes by
I feel as you're already living there
In these towns of America
Don't be nostalgic
Just take my hand until tomorrow
So I don't forget a thing
Tonight, I have such dark thoughts
'Cause life's taken you
Far out of my sight (loin de mon regard)
I'm so afraid in my ivory tower
That I'll never see you again
Tomorrow if you go
What good is it to pretend
I know what you're thinking
Going far away from us
Out there where the sky is immense
Where everything is beautiful
Where one can dream going higher
Go away to the ends of the earth
If it's your destiny
Just take my hand until tomorrow
Tonight, I have such dark thoughts
'Cause life's taken you
Far out of my sight (loin de mon regard)
I'm so afraid in my ivory tower
That I'll never see you again
Tomorrow if you go
In these towns of America
Don't be nostalgic
Just take my hand until tomorrow
So I don't forget a thing
Tonight, I have such dark thoughts
'Cause life's taken you
Far out of my sight (loin de mon regard)
I'm so afraid in my ivory tower
That I'll never see you again
Tomorrow if you go
[Tonight, I have such dark thoughts]
'Cause life's taken you
Far out of my sight (loin de mon regard)
I'm so afraid in my ivory tower
That I'll never see you again
Tomorrow if you go
[Tonight, I have such dark thoughts]
'Cause life's taken you
Far out of my sight (loin de mon regard)
I'm so afraid in my ivory tower
That I'll never see you again
Tomorrow if you go
2018.05.19.
It's zero
I could spend my life turning the pages,
Looking for who I am in other faces,
I could spend my life changing skins,
It's zero.
I could do like everyone else and close the book,
A story like ours can't survive,
I could spend my life watching my back,
It's zero.
I'm not backing out, I tell you that I love you,
That since you've been gone, I feel cold in my veins,
I've always been scared of bitter, colourless mornings,
And even though I survive beyond your sun,
I despise my nights, I hate my awakenings.
Your leaving hurt me like being stabbed
In the skin.
I could always lie to whomever wants to know,
Who wanted to leave, who lives in the dark,
But in front of my mirror, all scenarios,
Are zero.
I'm not backing out, I tell you that I love you,
I don't want to spend my life hiding my sadness.
I've always been scared of bitter, colourless mornings,
And even though I survive beyond your sun,
I despise my nights, I hate my awakenings.
Your leaving hurt me like being stabbed
In the skin.
I could spend my life writing to you on the walls,
Dying of boredom, suffering torture,
But screams of love don't bother you.
Waiting for you to come back,
It's zero.
I'm not backing out, I tell you that I love you,
I don't want to spend my life hiding my sadness.
I've always been scared of bitter, colourless mornings,
And even though I survive beyond your sun,
I despise my nights, I hate my awakenings.
Your leaving hurt me like being stabbed
In the skin.
No, I'm not backing out, I tell you that I love you,
I don't want to spend my life hiding my sadness.
I've always been scared of bitter, colourless mornings,
And even though I survive beyond your sun,
I despise my nights, I hate my awakenings.
Your leaving hurt me like being stabbed
In the skin.