A keresés eredménye

And what I have...

Maybe you are more, than you know yourself,
Maybe I want you more, than anybody ever wanted
Maybe you are someone, whose life is easier to live
Maybe a silence, when I ask where to go
 
And that's exactly how
how this anxiety and fear feels like
and when the day is over
you will quietly answer me...
 
I can doubt what's happening now
when you tell me to go where the destination is unknown
Maybe I don't want to live like this
I don't want to be your sin, that you would like to erase.
 
And that's exactly how
how this anxiety and fear feels like
and when the day is over
you will quietly answer me...
 
What I have is not enough for you
And what I have, I couldn't hide any more
In what, I have, I believed unconsciously
And what I have, was supposed to replace you everything
 
And that's exactly how
how this anxiety and fear feels like
and when the day is over
you will quietly answer me...
 
What I have is not enough for you
And what I have, I couldn't hide any more
In what, I have, I believed unconsciously
And what I have...
 

Rewind time

I can't go on
In the air, where I lose my breath
every night
I can't go living on without a meaning
It isn't really safe here
and here isn't my home
 
Life in a cage
With your sharp grinding teeth
Everything's lost without a meaning
I still want to come back to my places
And catch my breath there
In the colors of those days
Childish memories
 
And if you can, rewind time
Let me be myself from the past
Even if it will tire me out
And even if this world will end
Let me last in my dream
Because its easier to dream
Then live here
 
And forgive me God
When I will want to leave this world
Don't try to stop me with you promises
I feel way safer there
And there is my home
In the colors of those days
Childish memories
 
And if you can, rewind time
Let me be myself from the past
Even if it will tire me out
And even if this world will end
Let me last in my dream
Because its easier to dream
Then live here
 

What a new day may bring

God knows I want to know
If everything makes sense
You only know
What is written about us
How will you explain to me again the lack of compassion in us
It's so hard to distinguish between good and evil
Do you want to know that with every day
I feel this fear more and more.
 
What a new day may bring?
A cry for you and a laugh for me
What a new day may bring?
Paradise for you and death for me
 
Don't hide anything
Since you know everything so well
Do you feel nothing
When someone is spilling human blood?
How will you explain to me again the lack of compassion in us?
So full of contradictions - is our wicked world
And do you want to know that with every day
I feel this fear more and more..
 
What a new day may bring?
A cry for you and a laugh for me
What a new day may bring?
Paradise for you and death for me
 
Comfort me and silence my crying
Let it be quieter and quieter and quieter
I cry
 
What a new day may bring?
A cry for you and a laugh for me
What a new day may bring?
Paradise for you and death for me
 

Esmeralda's Prayer

Can you hear me, the most gracious?
Are you there, tell me...
In your kindness, will you listen what resides in my heart?
Maybe you think: you pauper, how dare you speak to me...
I see your face and and I think that you were a pauper too
 
God, give bread to the paupers every day
Give paradise to those who are stuck in hell at least after death
God, give hope to the poor 'cause
If you fail, who will save them?
 
I don't ask for anything, who cares about this,
When there are so many people poorer than me around?
God, give your children hope 'cause
If you fail, who will save them?
 
Why for some you are so generous,
For others you have nothing?
And in those few chosen ones
The sight of luckless people arouses fear
 
God, please want to give a bit of hope to the paupers
To those who ask about the meaning of their ordeal
Though they are the victims of bad verdicts
Though they are the outcasts, don't cast them
 
To those you are at the bottom
Give hope 'cause
If you fail,
Who will save them?