2019.03.22.
Out Of Spite To Life
She is coming, I just feel itMaybe the snow on the branches will whisper to me
What it holds for me, love leftover
And a bit of happiness in the past days
He rots inside, and a smile is on his face
He has no strength, he is out of luck
But old, wise, good people remember him
Luck is not on the little one's side, but he always tries
His life without flowers and a green branch
As a little boy, he already has wounds on his heart
He thinks they'll heal when he becomes all grown up
When he becomes a man, when he learns how to share
But when he does grow up, it all becomes clear to him
If he shares that heart, he'll pay a big price
He realizes it's already late, he wants it back
Because he only found out now they wished bad luck for him
His life is not the same as it was
Sorrows are always with him, never went away
When girls would approach him, they'd walk away unhappy
Cause depression devours him, he's always down
Cause life isn't good to him, it knocks him down all the time
He can't take it, it kills him mentally
And then he has no money on top of it, then he has no will either
He almost hits the bottom, but hope pulls him up
Because his mind is clear, he chooses his true path
He sees the light in the dark, positivity in the things
And once more he arises from the sea of problems
he finds faith in himself, because it's the only place where it can be found
[Refrain]
When tears talk, truth kicks butt
And every word knocks me off my feet
I can forgive the fact you cheated
But the fact you cheated on me - I can't
My sadness! My sadness, unhappiness!
I never loved someone that much
He found happiness finally, everything's going for the better
Before he only had sadness, now there is no more that
Because he was a real fighter,because he had dreams
He know effort pays off, then it payed off to him
He was happy for a period, he flew everywhere then
He radiated postivity, shared love to everyone
He was ready and everything went up so he floated
On clouds above sky, what he always wanted
Because his heaven was to have a normal life
Healthy, alive and young, to step over everything under his feet
Humble, loyal and competent, good, even a better person
He tries, sees, and now he knows, his life became special
But as if to spite him, he got fucked up by things out of his hands
When you're not prepared to ugly things, they're prepared for you
In spite of his goodness, his effort, there's no peace for him
Be good or bad, bad luck doesn't care
bad luck doesn't ask who you are, what you are, or where you are
Like a thunderbolt, it just hits you
He didn't deserve it, loses his mind then goes berserk
Tries everything by force, becomes depressed again
He can't do anything right, he's no longer headstrong
He tries to be jolly, can't say one nice thing
When life gets hard, his love leaves him
That's when you see if it's real, because true love hangs in
[Refrain]
Everything broke inside him, there's nothing there and it hurts
Hurts as much sadness loves him, irresistably
He prayed his prayers, got what he got
And he got nothing again, and no response
He shed tears in abundance, became dry like a river channel
Fought himself and that loss took him away
But he considers that loss a victory, he found out something new
He broke chains, shackles, how much he imprisoned himself
He loves it, now the word 'hard' is his friend
As he drinks the last cup, play some sad song
Annoy all the people, but don't touch him then
Also, don't ask how he is, have at least a bit shame
Should he give up when things get rough
Because it's lonely inside him, my friend, it's all lonely
And when he snapped, he heard a song in that very moment
A man who just walked in listened to it
Tha song had lyrics I usually forget that are true
A story of a little man going through problems
He'll make it through cause of a woman, he doesn't make it cause himself
And for his child, because of which he blooms when his life withers
That smile, that hug, that joy and warmth
Live for the day when you will hold your daughter or son
Life sometimes gives you everything, life sometimes takes everything away
But live it out to the end, for the person who has you
Is it possible to love someone more than you love yourself?
I guess it is
One love
(Kasko!)