2018.12.17.
Lullaby from the movie Przebudzenie (Awakening)
From deep inside of myself, I'm calling you.Open your eyes, see me.
Every breath still hurts me.
It constricts my throat, I'm afraid.
In a great emptiness I got lost.
I constantly grab hurting thoughts.
I'll swallow it, forget it, escape from here.
I close my eyes, I disappear.
Embrace me, my dream, cover me with yourself.
Don't leave me alone.
I'm trying, I'm sorry.
Pity, I can't do anything.
Don't tell me to do it, I no longer have power.
I'm so ashamed, ashamed so much.
I no longer know what I should think.
I don't want such me, I no longer want it.
I close my eyes and I'm gone.
That's how I'll hide from pain.
Embrace me, my dream, cover me with yourself.
Don't leave me alone.
Being torn, coolness, tremor of hands.
'cause it isn't so, it's not mine.
I'll escape from here, I'll escape to a dream.
I'll transform, on me, in me.
I'll see a beautiful dream
that I've never existed.
I'm already drifting away and I disappear somewhere
and I won't wake up.