2022.02.22.
Ambiguous
Now that we have severed what fate intends for me...
I went beyond what I can do
In a confined world covered in blisters
I walk down the runway
Hiding that fact behind my smile
But you always
Saw through me
It's the first time this has happened, so I'm at a loss
No one else can wear that outfit
An inexplicable heat seizes my chest
Now that we have reined in the threads of fate
A new dawn comes
All the while with numb fingers, I searched
For the answer to a brilliant world
But it reflected back at me
From my teacup the whole time
The scalding temperature
Is too sweet yet painful
So let's drink up all of our own flavors
That inexplicable heat you taught me that day
Falls down my cheeks as tears
Now that we have intertwined our respective feelings
A new dawn comes
I just want to protect this precious world
That's my one and only crazy desire
But my one ray of hope is for you to be with me right now
No one else can wear that outfit
I feel an inexplicable heat in my chest
Now that we have reined in the threads of fate
Look, the future will go on forever
The inexplicable heat you taught me again today
Falls down my cheeks as tears
Now that we have intertwined our respective feelings
A new dawn comes
Surely that's the one thing on my mind
2020.09.26.
Sirius
I take off and cast aside the ready-made today
That someone's just decided by themselves for me
And run off barefoot
Even if I go wrong, even if I take a tumble,
The pain of these scrapes
Will become an original tomorrow just for me
The vow held in the fist I threw up
Turns to light
And until the very moment it reaches you,
I don't have time to be crying
My passionate emotions which have seeped out
Begin shining in the night sky
I got the feeling that I'd understood why I was born
I can grant all of my wishes with my own hands
Yesterday passed by with
My hands completely full
Just resisting my anxiety
But you know, now I feel
That even that time I spent getting nowhere
Was necessary to me
You always waited for me
In that precious twinkling world
That lies beyond the scenery
I reached by slicing through the darkness
I pass by the meteor cloud and ascend higher and higher
With my heart screaming out 'keep going'
So that I'll be able to give out more than I get,
Hey, I can make my whole future with my own hands
I've spent nights hugging my knees and greeted mornings with tears--
All of these moments are like this blinding blue planet...
The vow held in the fist I threw up
Turns to light
And until the very moment it reaches you,
I don't have time to be crying
My passionate emotions which have seeped out
Begin shining in the night sky
I got the feeling that I'd understood why I was born
I can grant all of my wishes with my own hands
Yes, I can make my whole future with my own hands