2021.03.22.
I Don't Want to Die
What is all this?''You're a man, don't cry''
''Just enjoy yourself, mess everything up, relax, house work has got nothing to do with you.''
You walk on the streets all drunk and wasted with a knuckle ring on your finger, a gun by your waistband, a cape on your face.
Terrorise the streets, beat your wife at home, and if she complains, dont worry, the solution is easy.
You just put on a suit and cry and say I'm sorry in the court, it's that easy to be released after having hurt a soul.
The ignorant tell you to speak up while they tell women to hush, they tell you to walk, while they tell women to hang on, wait.
You smile, they call you rascal while they call women 'easy'.
You get a divorce, they call you single while they call women 'widow'.
Because you're a man, everybody taught you like this.
Do whatever you want indeed, say wahetever comes first to mind.
Then you murdered Kübras and Özges
and a child desparetely said, ''Mom, please don't die''.
I'm in a place like a nightmare, I grew up, I got kicked out of where I was born.
I'm the mother on the savannah, I gave birth to my own murderer.
I'm in a place like a nightmare, I grew up, I got kicked out of where I was born.
I'm the mother on the savannah, I gave birth to my own murderer.
What's all this?
''You're a woman, you can't smile and if you paint your nails, you can't ever drive a car.
You will do as your husband says, you can't confront to him.
You can't take a walk on streets, you can't love nights.
You're not built for art, you're not built for having dreams.
Just sit down and don't talk back to your master(your husband)
You're not built to work.
What do you understand of football?
You're not built for career, education , policy or vacation.
Because you're a little girl and you're cursed.
You have a 'little happiness' with your 30 year old husband when you're 15
If you were a man, you'd be relaxed, but woe to your own self because you have a virginity that you must protect.
You're facing violence at home, you're not able to tell anyone.
And on the streets people just stay back and watch.
Believe me I'm embarassed of my manhood, don't forgive us Özgecan, don't forgive us Emine Bulut.
I'm in a place like a nightmare, I grew up, I got kicked out of where I was born.
I'm the mother on the savannah, I gave birth to my own murderer.
I'm in a place like a nightmare, I grew up, I got kicked out of where I was born.
I'm the mother on the savannah, I gave birth to my own murderer.