2019.01.27.
If you're love
It's me again
Asking for you in the smoke and dizziness
Calling you but you don't even listen to me
You say I'm choking you but I don't know how to leave
It's me again
Going through cold hugs and wherever it takes me
Counting the guilts you've put on me
The 'I love you' that I owe you and I'm not hiding it
It's me again
If you're love you'll know what to do
You'll feel how much you wrong me and that you're losing me
If you're love you'll change for a night
How much can I stand looking for you in the darkness
It's me again
Standing patiently in the same place
Asking for some humanity like it's a gift
To erase your mistakes and love me again
It's me again
Going through cold hugs and wherever it takes me
Counting the guilts you've put on me
The 'I love you' that I owe you and I'm not hiding it
It's me again
If you're love you'll know what to do
You'll feel how much you wrong me and that you're losing me
If you're love you'll change for a night
How much can I stand looking for you in the darkness
2018.06.02.
Hívj fel!
Valamit keresek, hátha itt hagytad talán
néhány apró tárgyat, egy képet a ház falán
bármit, hogy megtörhessem ezt a csendet - a végtelent,
hogy kitörjek, ha már egyszer nem vagy itt velem...
Az Istenért! Csak egyszer hívj fel,
ne tűnj el úgy, mint akkor, ne hagyd, hogy rettegve kutassak Utánad
hívj fel, hadd haljam a hangod, csak egyetlen egy percre,
hisz elviselhetetlen a csönd, a hiány, s az utálat!
csak mondd azt, hogy 'hello', elég lesz csak ennyi,
hogy közel tudjalak magamhoz érezni...
Micsoda szörnyűség ez? Oly elviselhetetlen,
a pengétől származó sebek a testemen
és az, hogy már Ő tartozik Hozzád,
kérlek, gyere vissza... a francba is... nincs tovább?
azt mondtad, keresni fogsz, s beszélünk majd gyakran,
amikor időd lesz - de tudd, nem így akartam
mert elfeledtél könnyen, már felém se nézel,
nem baj... a harcot Te vesztetted el - Kedvesem - egészen!
Már hosszú ideje egyetlen képre nézek,
ketten voltunk rajta, még akkor... abban a percben
bár összetéphetném, s így eltűnhetnél végleg,
hogy soha többé ne is bukkanj fel az emlékezetemben...
2018.01.23.
Count
Count everything we have been through,
count what you meant to me
You forgot everything, you scattered everything
without feeling ashamed.
Throw away feelings, happiness,
throw away memories and moments,
Change season, it started raining inside
the heart.
Count raindrops,
count them for a while and you'll see
How many 'I love you's' I have told you
how many mistakes I have endured.
Count all this countless silence,
everything you left in yesterday,
Count how many tears for you,
count what have you done for me.
What have you done for me.
Count life's seconds,
count expectation's scars,
The weather has changed, my friend and my enemy
is loneliness.
Count raindrops,
count them for a while and you'll see
How many 'I love you's' I have told you
how many mistakes I have endured.
Count all this countless silence,
everything you left in yesterday,
Count how many tears for you,
count what have you done for me.
What have you done for me.
2017.09.22.
Two Fires
Oh my heart, why do you want to risk
And travel into deep water
You haven't even seen her
And suddenly you made me hope.
Who God which one of my hells
Brought you in front of me
How to put everything in line
After I saw the signal.
Two fires one life
Go ahead even if we aren't together
I can't, you can't
Deny the craze of the moment.
Oh my heart, you aren't careful at all
You always want what you don't have
With one look you can reach the moon
You dare to do a lot of things for just a kiss.
Who God which one of my hells
Brought you in front of me
How to put everything in line
After I saw the signal.
Two fires one life
Go ahead even if we aren't together
I can't, you can't
Deny the craze of the moment.