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Helix

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Say, if I died,
would that heartbeat hasten a little?
 
There was no way the expectation swirling inside my cup
could ever be granted, so I gulped it down alone
 
Hope is shaped like a helix -
the more you wish and wish, the lower it goes
That beautiful silhouette of yours is slowly deteriorating inside an image
 
I gazed at your face,
and you were looking at somebody else's profile
The thing in the way of my whispering voice
is another voice laughing with you
And I disappear like dust
 
Say, if I died,
would those eyes water a little?
 
Say, if we both died,
would this destiny turn around and change?
 
Desire is shaped like a helix - even if you want to stop it, it just keeps on going higher
Wet with tears, I punch my feelings onto paper and tear it to shreds
 
All I feel is sheer sadness,
but I don't say anything about being sad
Smiling at that beaming face
is just a dream without you by my side
 
See? nothing is settled, not even the outcome
These feelings are swelling like a balloon,
and they'll end up bursting
 
The conclusion goes without saying
It's enough, isn't it? I'll let you forget it
 
My feelings remain without reaching you,
though I didn't even try to make it happen
Smiling at that beaming face
is just a dream without you by my side
 
I gazed at your face,
and you were looking at somebody else's profile
This secret love is disappearing from inside my empty heart
And I can't even become dust...
 
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Indigo

I see you standing
on the other side of the brick road
that smells as if it had been burnt by the sunset
The sound of the crickets chirping
makes the whole scenery stand out beautifully
 
The sky reflects upon the back of your slender neck,
just where your hair is tied together
Without saying anything about liking you,
I kept on acting as if we were just friends
and slowly drew closer to your side,
brushing it off as just a coincidence
 
'Your indigo yukata1
looks wonderful,' I lied
There was no way I could say it was actually you who looked beautiful,
So I joked around and said dumb things instead
 
A guy that could easily be over 1.70 meters
suddenly starts approaching us -
he embraces you with his two arms, as slim as a birch,
and then you smile together
 
'We'd been keeping it a secret,
we were planning to surprise you,' you both laugh
In the exact moment in which I saw your faces looking down out of embarrassment
right after saying you had started to go out,
my crystal heart broke into pieces
 
You, smiling at somebody else,
are so dear to me... My beloved.
The sky, whose light started to fade away,
conceals your blurry faces...
 
Your black hair and white skin being his
still seems like a lie
Any hopes I had of hearing you laugh close to this chest,
these eyes, arms and shoulders are now vanishing
 
You both walk snuggled close together,
and so our three shadows became only two...
 
You've always been present in my mind,
even now,
since the beginning.
Nothing I could say would ever pull you guys apart -
I'll just have to stomach my feelings
 
'Your indigo yukata
looks wonderful,' I lied
There's absolutely no way I could say I like you,
And so the indigo-colored night shall dye this love the same color...
 

• 1. A yukata is a traditional Japanese garment used mainly on summer festivals.

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Romance

Tell me why it seems
like I'll end up crying like this
Is it because of the silver ring
that I clutch firmly within my hand?
 
Even though we've been living for quite a while,
I'm still like this -
My nose is flat and my face is round,
just like a regular woman's
 
I wonder if you won't tell me if it makes you happy...
Will you just nod?
 
Romance now changes to true love,
enveloping me in smiling words
Goodbyes won't be necessary anymore,
not until these hands turn cold
Our memories, with dozens of colors,
paint the path we've walked together
 
Tell me why you make me suffer like this
Is it only because your right palm
it touching the back of my left hand?
 
You, whom I've saddened,
whom I've made cry sometimes
and who worries about me despite that,
suddenly put the ring on your finger
because you were overjoyed
 
Even if, let's say, I loved you and loved you
and, at the end,
my memories started to fade,
 
I'll never forget our shoulders next to one another
nor anything that is etched onto this small heart
 
Romance now changes to true love,
enveloping me in smiling words
Goodbyes won't be necessary anymore,
not until these hands turn cold
Our memories, with hundreds of colors,
paint the path we've walked together
 
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Mimicked Traits (Mosaic)

The only thing in my mind became improving my appearance with every passing day
My dull, awkward and mediocre image was hidden by a pair of torn blue jeans
 
I used to stare aimlessly at the Morning Star while doing nothing
 
Now a clear voice judges me from the depths of my conscience,
although my thoughts make indecipherable patterns in geometry
 
My gloomy and miserable eyes have no choice but to escape from my brain
Nonetheless, I keep on looking for a light inside the darkness
 
There are NO perfect defects - being able to find happiness easily is impossible
Even so, I want to keep on living without deceiving myself
Crawling across all the hurtful words that overwhelm me,
I strive to be myself without any kind of mimicked traits
 
My brain cells clearly think that my shapeless identity is disgusting -
It seems as if I had had to escape dozens, hundreds and thousands of times
Having to avoid desperate situations and stomach all kinds of lectures is annoying
I can't escape from routine - it's as if I was trapped inside a doodlebug's pit*
 
If the strength to accept my weakness is still there,
maybe I'm still on time...
 
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, there's still time...
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, there's still time...
 
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, let's go...
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon...
 
The simple and clear answer dictates that my shapeless identity is fine
I finally managed to get closer to my true self, half a step at a time
I don't need fake illusions or ruses feigning to be happiness,
nor any skills copied from anyone else
 
There are NO perfect defects - being able to find happiness easily is impossible
Even so, I want to keep on living without deceiving myself
Crawling across all the hurtful words that overwhelm me,
I strive to be myself without any kind of mimicked traits
 
Hope this was helpful! Any corrections are deeply appreciated.
-Rezz

Lover

Goodbye, lover,
on the station at 6p.m.
There is no embrace
that can hide our tear-stained faces
The reasons for our departure
are basically endless,
and I was only looking
for a single one to prevent it...
 
If the world stopped
just before you disappeared,
I'd get near those trembling shoulders
and embrace them hard enough
to hurt us...
 
Goodbye, lover,
inside the station at 7p.m.
There are no lips
that can put a stop to my loneliness when kissing them
 
I tried to reach that
unfamiliar body that night,
but it disappeared
completely before I could...
 
There are still things
we could do to fix 'us',
like accepting our flaws
and inner demons
 
Ah
'A wonderful meeting
never knows the end'* -
Somebody said that one day...
Is it really true?
 
If the world stopped
just before you disappeared,
I'd draw near that sad face,
embrace it and never let go,
no matter what happens
 
Even though I love you,
Even you're the only one I love,
we both disappeared and
the love from those days will never come back
Goodbye, lover...
 
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-Rezz

Future's Eve

The night spread before my eyes -
beyond it, tomorrow is peeking through
My heart softly signalled that something was about to start
 
'I wonder what's going to change'
'Is anything going to change?'
Haunted by a shapeless anxiety,
we took each other's hands
 
As if to not get swallowed by the night sky
mixed with blue and black
in which the stars hid,
we gazed at tomorrow
 
Unknown things,
unseen things
and tantalizing things -
we held those in our arms
like a traveler departing at dawn
Full of sad
and painful feelings
that can't be helped,
we gazed at the night before our future
 
Ah...
 
Which are the things that make me happy?
Which are the things that make my heart shake?
The answer should be simple,
but my heart is still in doubt
 
'Is this and that okay?'
'This and that is wrong...'
Those instantly changing words
are what make us dishonest
 
Yes, I know
I already know
I have a clear image
of what I want to be -
sparkling,
radiant
and inevitably cool,
just like the heroes shown in anime
That's what I'm looking for
in the night before our future
 
Tomorrow will
surely,
surely be...
a little more...
Ah...
 
Yeah,
we're full of sad
and painful feelings
that can't be helped,
just like a departing traveler
 
Even though there's a lot
of unknown,
tantalizing
and yet unseen things,
'That's fine!',
we say after holding hands in the night before our future
 
Ah...
 
Hope this was helpful! Any corrections are deeply appreciated.
-Rezz

Confession

I love other people to love 'myself' more
I also used to hate others to love 'myself' more
 
The faint moonlight that filters through the courtains and blends with the darkness
spreads and dissolves next to what reflects upon the mirror...
 
... And that's me...
That's me...
 
I wonder how many of the countless words
I've said have been true...
The rain falling from my cheeks drips and collects
upon my overflowing chest, making sounds
 
When I look down towards my short-lived self,
the rotten reality goes by unnoticed
Hiding the shadows that ooze from behind my smile -
that was my true intention..
 
There's no more sugarcoating-
Yes, I'll say what I truly think
 
I love someone, and I also hate someone -
I want others to know that, and scream 'love me!'
 
I'm in the same place as always, but want that to change
Even though we're selfish, we're also insecure and can't really help it
 
I love someone, and I also hate someone...
 
The truth is I'm weak, and can't be relevant...
 
The truth is I'm weak, and can't be alone...
 
Hope this was helpful! Any corrections are deeply appreciated.
-Rezz