2019.01.26.
I’ll Smile Even If It Hurts
I still can’t believe it
It feels like I could still see you
I tell myself that it’s a lie
The fact that you left my side
Your face that’s smiling in the photo
The past days that seemed would last forever
But one day, suddenly
You left my side
But I won’t cry, so you won’t feel bad
I’ll try living without you now
No matter how much it hurts, even if tears keep coming
I wanna smile, I wanna think of you and smile
I tell myself that I forgot you, that I’m okay now
But no matter how much I pretend
I keep thinking of you
And tears keep flowing
But I won’t cry, so you won’t feel bad
I’ll try living without you now
No matter how much it hurts, even if tears keep coming
I wanna smile, I wanna think of you and smile
When my heart was aching and hurting
Many good people comforted me
I hope you have that too wherever you are
I pray that you’re happy
But I won’t cry, so you won’t feel bad
I’ll try living without you now
No matter how much it hurts, even if tears keep coming
I wanna smile, I wanna think of you and smile
I’ll smile even if it hurts
2019.01.26.
I won't cry
I won’t cry, I won’t cry now
Even if you’re not here
I won’t ever cry again
It doesn’t hurt, it really doesn’t hurt
Even if we break up, even if we say goodbye
I’m not in pain
I loved you without missing a single day
But from now on, I will try to forget you
Tears don’t come now
I can do well by myself without you
So that you won’t ever
Struggle because of me
So that you can live comfortably
I will leave from your memories
I won’t cry, I won’t cry now
I will try to meet someone else
Who is not you
I will meet someone
Who will love me more than you did
I loved you without missing a single day
But from now on, I will try to erase you
Tears don’t come now
I can do well by myself without you
So that you won’t ever
Struggle because of me
So that you can live comfortably
I will leave from your memories
Even if the remaining memories hold onto me
I want to stop
I want to quit you
I hate you for shedding tears
Because of me alone
Because of good-for-nothing me
I can do well by myself without you
So that you won’t ever
Struggle because of me
So that you can live comfortably
I will leave from your memories