2021.08.06.
That They Burry Me While Singing
Now that I'm alone in this world,
Alone, alone in this world wandering,
I don't care if I die one day,
I only want that they burry me while singing.
I've spent my life rolling,
I've spent my life drinking,
but I swear that from this day forward
you will only see me drinking.
One day I will go up and I'll give back
what the lord has lent me.
One day I will go up and
nothing will matter to me
the day I die.
And that day that I die
I don't want to hear you all cry,
What I want is that you all bring guitars
so I can hear you all sing.
If one actually loved me
then let it come from their heart,
I want to hear you all cry strongly
and sing to me this humble song.
One day I will go up and give me back
what the lord has lent me.
One day I will go up and nothing will matter to me
the day that I die.
2018.08.10.
Suffering alone
Versions: #2
I want my friends to not be offended but leave me alone because I am ashamed to cry out my sufferings with you, even though I appreciate you for worrying about my pain, I believe its best to suffer my cruel torment alone. From the sky above, further away my healer will come. The one I need to console me and lift me.
I want all the pains that she left me to be erased. She was who I adored and she betrayed me. Letters and old pictures make my loneliness worse because they bring me back memories of happy times that wont come back. Her promises and deceits, those that to me were always real cross my memory, but now they are only betrayals.
Letters and old pictures make my loneliness worse because they bring me back memories of happy times that wont come back. Her promises and deceits, those that to me were always real cross my memory, but now they are only betrayals.