A keresés eredménye

Free from this world

Free from this world and all its human feelings.
Not a day goes by when I don't hate myself
And I only wish to end my life in the night
 
Become one with the night and the darkness
The darkness that enenigens so much of my life intolerable
 
Blood, the only thing that controls that I live
There is no more beautiful sight than blood, my blood
 
I love it, I'm hungry
Just seeing drops of blood dripping from my body
 
My wrists, my revelation
The only true thing that shows me the meaning of life
Death
 
Death is the meaning of all life
First birth, growth, pain, hate and death
 
Death is the solution to everything
Your only friend in the dark
 

Gift of life

With the gift of life undeniably follows death
In a world built of power structure and ideology.
Is this the ultimate truth?
 
The final solution
But how your life is formed, death follows with
You don't have a choice, just as you don't choose life
 
Life chooses you
Values are chosen, but life is still involved
The energy of your soul
 
Man will always search for a truth that does not exist
An answer to existence, but the answer will always be no
You will never find yourself in this world, you will never find peace
Little will ever stand still in what seems to be the perfect moment
The only choice is to choose when it ends
 
The moment to touch the blood in your veins and watch it disappear down the drain
Along with broken dreams and memories
Dreams of another world. Dreams of death
Peace descends in the soul as the fountain of life leaves you.
Dreams of death...
Gift of life...
 

Peace of Mind

I walk without a shadow. Alone on the path of life
Rejected by people around me
I don't belong here. Never will I find peace of mind
My outlook on life won't allow it in this age
In this structure, in this outlook on life, in this society, in this world
 
Humans, puppets around me wherever I am
 
I embrace life without purpose, that which is true, with open arms
Human nature is free and without guidelines
Forever trapped in the void of life, I walk at the edge of the abyss
Just about to fall, and I do wish to fall
 
Weightless through time and space until I no longer exist
I want to achieve the sensation of peace of mind in the balance between life and death
Death, another part of life
Peace of mind exists in death, not in life
 
The truth is cruel
But warm as it leaves your body along with the drops of life
And I fall along with the drops...
Falling and falling until the light has disappeared from my eyes
And there only is a dark void left
 
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