2021.12.26.
Dear Shadow
How nice it is to have the sun always on your face
When, for years, you only knew shadow
I told you, “Dear shadow, keep me hidden
'Cause I must belong to some exotic species”
And now everything I did, that I said, that I kept hidden,
My body and every non-intact part of me
The face of those who despise me, those who effortlessly broke me
In front of you, I am nothing
I simply don't exist
Do you see this bold air of mine?
It's not faked, it's not faked
Treat me with care, be gentle
Today, I won't retreat and I won't confuse my words
But I told you, “Dear shadow, keep me hidden
'Cause I must belong to some exotic species”
And now everything I did, that I said, that I kept hidden,
My body and every non-intact part of me
The face of those who despise me, those who effortlessly broke me
In front of you, I am nothing
I simply don't exist
Do you see this bold air of mine?
It's not faked, it's not faked
Because in front of you, I am nothing
I simply don't exist
Do you see this bold air of mine?
It's not faked, it's not faked
2020.05.21.
Virgin
If every intention is misunderstood, how is it that you all are adults?
To me who loves vastnesses, you just have to throw a punch
but throwing a punch costs fatigue, ruins your best clothes
Will this be the price of adapting?
'Cause as you can see, I'm not an expert of this culture
I remain standing apart, because this is the part that I prefer.
From here, I want to set fire to your cathedral
and to you, who plays the part of the Virgin but who doesn't got what it takes.
From here, I want to set fire to your cathedral
How is it that I don't believe you and I don't beg/pray to you? No,
You don't got what it takes
How I wanted for everything to have been given to me!
But it's a low and dishonest thing,
I'll be merciless with myself.
But throwing a punch costs fatigue, ruins your best clothes
Will this be the price of adapting?
'Cause as you can see, I'm not an expert of this culture
I remain standing apart, because this is the part that I prefer.
From here, I want to set fire to your cathedral
and to you, who plays the part of the Virgin but who doesn't got what it takes.
From here, I want to set fire to your cathedral
How is it that I don't believe you and I don't beg/pray to you? No,
You don't got what it takes
Golden bridges towards nothingness*
From here, I want to set fire to your cathedral
and to you, who plays the part of the Virgin but who doesn't got what it takes.