A keresés eredménye

A conversation

Honey, we don't talk anymore.
I didn't realize how months fleed,
Everything is so difficult today.
I loved my past life so much.
You'd probably say I'm freaking out,
But I'm slowly losing hope.
Yesterday everything seemed magic
But it's finished since you're gone.
 
The children are asking questions nonstop,
Sometimes Georgie rebels,
And I'd need you to bring up John
Or to answer to Annabelle.
When explanations were needed,
I always enjoyed your knowledge
As I enjoyed our conversations,
But it's so silent since you're gone.
 
Seasons pass,
But bitterness doesn't.
Everything seems strange,
Even the cherry trees are covered in fog.
 
I'll be tough, as you teached me
… As if I had the choice to be.
You're not here anymore, I've got it
But still I hear your voice
And, honey, a question obsesses me
But its answer is unknown
Since you're gone honey.
My question, Kate, is:
Where are you?
 

And Will Never Be Lost Again

Sometimes in my bed I cannot sleep
The duskiest moment is keeping me awake
I lost something, where could it be?
I wonder whether I could still find it?
 
Sometimes I think to myself:
'Is it lost? What am I missing?'
But maybe someone just took it for safe-keeping
So that it would never get lost again
 
Shared memories, almost faded
are always around you, even though you don't notice them
You can't lose anything completely
Nothing is lost, it just stays hidden
 
So what if the plate and the other teddy bears
just play hide-and-seek in the shadow of the moon?
They'll reveal themselves when it's time
Spring hides itself under the snow
A ray of light can find it from there
 
Close your eyes, so sleep can come around
When you walk down the bridge of dreams, you can find it again
The gleam of the moon will carry you through the dark
Your steps will take you where she is, too
 
When you miss her gentle gaze,
'Hidden, not gone', always remember this
A smile lit up the brightest star
She won't abandon you, she'll always watch over her children
And will never be lost again
 

The place where she's hiding

When the dawn is going
To arise
I lose myself looking for
That place which
Hides what
I don't find anymore
Maybe it is not lost
But it's still down here
 
You'll think again
Or you'll fly
With your mind to
What you never forget
But maybe what you
Still want
Is never gone away
But is hidden among us
 
Try hearing
Your heart and you'll find
That it's still here with you
It has never been lost
If sorrow comes
You just think
'Nothing I cared for
Has really left us'
 
The one we have loved so much
And now is gone
Is waiting for us and is playing
Between planets in the blue sky
Maybe he/she is on a star
And you don't know this
But he/she is saying you
'Look up and you'll see
Somewhere
You'll find me again'
 
Sleep now, but
Dwell for a moment
Because in dreams
Every torment of ours has an end
Before or after she
Will come in your dreams
The ones we love are not lost if they are a part of us
 
And when she is not here
Find her
Like every memory
There's a place where she goes
Talk to that star
Every time you can
She's still there
Think when you want
That she lives more than ever
Everyday in you
 

The place where she's hiding

When the dawn is going
To arise
I lose myself looking for
That place which
Hides what
I don't find anymore
Maybe it is not lost
But it's still down here
 
You'll think again
Or you'll fly
With your mind to
What you never forget
But maybe what you
Still want
Is never gone away
But is hidden among us
 
Try hearing
Your heart and you'll find
That it's still here with you
It has never been lost
If sorrow comes
You just think
'Nothing I cared for
Has really left us'
 
The one we have loved so much
And now is gone
Is waiting for us and is playing
Between planets in the blue sky
Maybe he/she is on a star
And you don't know this
But he/she is saying you
'Look up and you'll see
Somewhere
You'll find me again'
 
Sleep now, but
Dwell for a moment
Because in dreams
Every torment of ours has an end
Before or after she
Will come in your dreams
The ones we love are not lost if they are a part of us
 
And when she is not here
Find her
Like every memory
There's a place where she goes
Talk to that star
Every time you can
She's still there
Think when you want
That she lives more than ever
Everyday in you