2020.11.06.
Crazy
I sit by myself, (I've) smoked a whole pack(I'm) drinking old wine and I'm thinking of you
I know I shouldn't but I can't help it
You have found somebody else, I see you sometimes
I don't dare to approach you when you're holding his hand
It should be me but I won't say it
'Cause I gotta let go, gotta grow up
Gotta forget everything we've had even if it feels heavy
Gotta stop wasting time 'cause I feel so stupid
But every time I say your name, I go crazy
You get me back in a second
When I come home, I stop in the hallway
(I can) smell your scent in every room
Can't let go, but I have to
Believe me when I say that it hurts
Now I've drank my whole bottle, it's empty
So I feel calm
But I guess it comes back when I wake up
How do I manage to ruin everything, blow every chance
Maybe the world would be better if I didn't exist
I've always made things difficult, should get up and leave, somewhere else
They say time heals wounds, but I don't believe it
I try to be happy to but I just cry anyway
'Cause I gotta let go, gotta grow up
Gotta forget everything we've had even if it feels heavy
Gotta stop wasting time 'cause I feel so stupid
But every time I say your name, I go crazy
You get me back in a second
When I come home, I stop in the hallway
(I can) smell your scent in every room
Can't let go, but I have to
Believe me when I say that it hurts
Now I've drank my whole bottle, it's empty
So I feel calm
But I guess it comes back
But every time I say your name, I go crazy
You get me back in a second
When I come home, I stop in the hallway
(I can) smell your scent in every room
Can't let go, but I have to
Believe me when I say that it hurts
Now I've drank my whole bottle, it's empty
So I feel calm
But I guess it comes back when I wake up