A keresés eredménye

Tökéletes fél

[Mira:]
Ez olyan kis város,
csak egy idő kérdése volt,
mikor velem összeszaladsz
a kisáruház pénztárában
vagy Neste szélszekrényénél.
 
[Aki:]
Az év nehéz volt
és hosszú napok szertefoszlók.
Kérdezőeknek most válaszolom:
A föld darabonként vállal
és éjjel tudok aludni.
 
[Mindkettő:]
És most ott állsz.
Te vagy még mindig olyan szép,
de sem többé enyém,
és talán eljön egy nap,
amikor én is beleszeretek.
Olyan szerencsés az valaki,
aki teljesíti a világotod meg,
akivel már tovább is
eljuthatsz, mint mi.
A tökéletes feled.
 
[Mira:]
Az asztalként egy kartondoboz
és cserélnom kell az ágyneműket,
de mindennapi életet az arcokhoz odahajítják.
Bár semmiből kapok egy megragadáshoz,
azt nem fogom ismerni el.
 
[Aki:]
És bár remeg a hangom,
természetes a társalgás.
Neked van valami ellene,
hogy néha hétvégéken
az anyáddal felhívjuk?
 
[Mindkettő:]
És most ott állsz.
Te vagy még mindig olyan szép,
de sem többé enyém,
és talán eljön egy nap,
amikor én is beleszeretek.
Olyan szerencsés az valaki,
aki teljesíti a világotod meg,
akivel már tovább is
eljuthatsz, mint mi.
A tökéletes feled.
 
[Mindkettő:]
Mennem kell,
ölelés vágnom kell el,
és ellöklek kell.
Vagy különben beismerhetek:
’’Nekem hiányzom minket.’’
Amikor az idő begyógyítja a sebeket,
emlékszik csak a leggyönyörűbb pillanatokra.
Ez az őrültségre majd kisiklik.
’’Nekem hiányzom minket.’’
’’Nekem hiányzom minket.’’
 
[Mira+Aki:]
Te vagy még mindig olyan szép,
de sem többé enyém,
és talán eljön egy nap,
amikor én is beleszeretek.
Olyan szerencsés az valaki,
aki teljesíti a világotod meg,
akivel már tovább is
eljuthatsz, mint mi.
A tökéletes feled.
A tökéletes feled.
 

A Silver Sharpie

We are lying on the grass watching airplanes
You say ”Hey mom, one day we’ll also be like those
who fly to the Canary Islands on holidays”
 
I’ve got no job and the credit card is maxed out
but I won’t stop smiling even if the ship might soon be sinking*
It’s no use to show my worries to the little one
 
You’ve got your bag of sweets** and a silver sharpie,
you use it to doodle your dreams on paper
and you sigh and say you wish you were a grown-up already
 
You are just like your mother, always in a rush
always soaring in your dreams
Please just enjoy being a kid, don’t grow up yet
 
A few new beer cans*** have fallen to the floor
You come home from school, I’ve been baking and you give me a kiss
Your eyes are laughing when you eat your brownie
 
You pretend you are a superstar, singing the familiar songs
As I’m applauding I think about the years already passed
Maybe one day I won’t get a hug anymore
 
You’ve got your bag of sweets and a silver sharpie,
you use it to doodle your dreams on paper
and you sigh and say you wish you were a grown-up already
 
You are just like your mother, always in a rush
always soaring in your dreams
Please enjoy being a kid, don’t grow up yet
 
The little Picasso is sound asleep
I'm tidying the kitchen
You always have so many questions
I ask the same ones myself
 
What kinds of things do we have to forgive?
How long must we keep trying?
How do you know you’ve done enough?
If everything will be left unfinished in the end anyway
 
You’ve got your bag of sweets and a silver sharpie,
you use it to doodle your dreams on paper
and you sigh and say you wish you were a grown-up already
 
You are just like your mother, always in a rush
always soaring in your dreams
Please enjoy being a kid, don’t grow up yet
 

Makeup Wearing Messiah

I'm not an ass
but I have one of those too
I do as I please
and I'll give you small tip
I'm beautiful
and even if you disagreed
I don't want to hear it
don't want to give a fuck or grimace
Because I have dignity
I have the right
and I have the power, I'm sturdy
I have the skills
dreams, courage, I have faith
 
I won't promise that dimwits will gain enlightenment by following me
I'm not reaching for the stars because I'm going to be the moon
 
For your information, the world is mine and my kin's
as we carry out the revolution inch by inch
Welcoming lap, open arms
raise the flags up high
You see a high-heeled
makeup wearing messiah
 
I don't apologize
I'm not going to atone
A hopeless case
I suppose I should feel regret
Or so you say
and I almost believed you for a moment
no, I won't yield
but instead strut like a winner
 
And even though I could fail
I'm not reaching for the stars because I'm going to be the moon
 
For your information, the world is mine and my kin's
as we carry out the revolution inch by inch
Welcoming lap, open arms
raise the flags up high
You see a high-heeled
makeup wearing messiah
 
Should I
just swallow
curtsy a little and blush
Mind my own business
and not always get angry over everything
What if I haven't been given
even an ounce of humor at birth
I'd look pretty
use my manners
start fitting in
 
For your information, the world is mine and my kin's
as we carry out the revolution inch by inch
Welcoming lap, open arms
raise the flags up high
You see a high-heeled
makeup wearing messiah
 

Stay

My lips are a thin line, frost nips at my face
I have your embrace at night and you have your job
When you leave in the morning my jaw trembles
and on my lips there's only a silent 'Stay'
 
Stay, stay, stay, stay
 
You open my coat buttons, I got it from you
and you have someone else and I only have a suspicion
When you turn around and face away
my heart skips a beat
And I don't care even though you come home drunk
and touch me like an object
I bear it and ask you to stay
And I don't care even if I can't find the purpose in life
I'll stop searching, I'll ask you not to leave
Just stay
 
Stay, stay, stay
 
Hammer cocked and the love is loaded
You're so handsome, soon you'll be lifeless
You fall to the ground and longing pierces you
You belong with me and that's where you'll stay
And I don't care even though you lie with your face on the table
and stare at your cold hand
I bear it because I know you'll stay
And I don't care that they'll stop asking soon
that they'll stop stalking my window
I smile, I bear it because you'll stay
 
Stay, stay
 

Harakiri

What bothers me the most is that
It's so difficult being with you
It's like I was going out with the Devil himself
At times I feel like I want to strangle
I don't even know whose neck, mine or yours
Whatever, I need all help possible
Just do it like the Chinese and put water
onto the crown of my head, one drop at a time
 
Couldn't you take me into your arms
Leave out the raging
We would spend a heavenly evening
Then I start to wake up
from dream to ordinary
This is like an emotional
harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
 
The second thing that annoys me is that
I don't move even a millimetre myself
I'm crying under the duvet, I do it without tears
And stay to watch you causing trouble
Who's the real fool here again
who won't bend even in front of the truth
I'm regretful and especially shameful
every time I see my reflection
 
Couldn't you take me into your arms
Leave out the raging
We would spend a heavenly evening
Then I start to wake up
from dream to ordinary
This is like an emotional
harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
 
You brought me hay about once or twice
I thought it equaled different kind of love
But it doesn't go like that
How on Earth did I get interested in you?
 
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri
Harakiri