A keresés eredménye

Pearls in Rivers

I fell once
I lost my sense of taste
Until the darkness will turn to day
Then I will get up and suddenly forget
The dance of the abyss
 
I grew tired of myself
From the shards in my eyes
Until tears of blood turn to ice
Just another guest will stay
That visited in my life
 
I was in beautiful gardens in palaces
And a captive prisoner hung in fantasies
Pretty and new until the night stormed
I would reveal pearls in rivers
And sleep while awake weaving thoughts
The heart is now forgetting
The same guest star
 
Oh mother what has happened to me
The path has gotten complicated for me
For hours we talked about love
And I wanted you to know
How close I was
 

Mother

Mother, do you hear my voice?
i am a lost child
a bit sad, a bit angry
at the world
mother, i learn to get along
i don't want to be a hero
tragic and grey
that falls to pieces
 
Like a ship in the middle of the sea
sailing to and fro without end
i am also tired and want
to find any safe shore
and perhaps you aren't guilty
and perhaps this world is messed up
but at the end of the day
i just want to find a place
just want an embrace
 
Mother your shadow is heavy
but i am learning to live
with you or at least to deal with you
 
Like a ship in the middle of the sea
sailing to and fro without end
i am also tired and want
to find any safe shore
and perhaps you aren't guilty
and perhaps this world is messed up
but at the end of the day
i just want to find a place
just want an embrace
 
Mother, just wanted to explain
that i already have love
and your scratch almost passed over
my heart
 

Ocean

An ocean away from me
you ask about longing
rockets of rage fall like in the past
another struggle during the summer
with a well known end
an ocean away from you i find comfort at the Sea of Galilee1
and despite our situation
i want so much now
to sit with you and not to be afraid
 
Like a land cut into two pieces
separated by water
family and children and life and life
 
Kilometers away from me
you ask about deceit
losing feeling, not feeling pain
my body is no longer in contact with my heart
an ocean away from you, children losing their home
to live or to die
considering carefully
what have we already gained and what have we lost
 
And the time will not repair us
our fears, our dreams
so i won't fly away with the wind
but i will leave one window open
 
Like a land cut into two pieces...
 

• 1. alt: Kinerret Sea

Don't Talk To Me

Before the feeling fades
before the heart breaks
i was the happiest
and all is crumbing
feel the moment
i know it is difficult to admin
hint in quiet
or at least give me a sign
 
Don't talk to me, make that this will end
don't talk to me, it will hurt more
and don't paint for me in rose the lies and the tears
don't talk to me
 
My smile has disappeared
and the makeup has been spread
holding on to tomorrow
and it does not help me much
i will no longer look back
and still i love you
take a little quiet from me
on your way
 
Don't talk to me, make that this will end
don't talk to me, it will hurt more
and don't paint for me in rose the lies and the tears
don't talk to me
 

A Woman of Porcelain

The broken reality has taken her far away
Many days of crying, only few days of laughing
Childhood photos of summer are hung on her wall
It's amazing how much a smile can hide
 
And she promised to herself: Not even God can help now
Nothing could break me anymore, nothing could break
And one woman told her, but she didn't understand
You're not a woman of steel, you're a woman of porcelain
 
She had this gaze with an unexplained force
She spread out many lies but not her hair
With such a dark hoarseness even with the brightest laughter
It's amazing how strength can be so fragile
 
And she promised to herself: Not even God can help now
Nothing could break me anymore, nothing could break
And one woman told her, but she didn't understand
You're not a woman of steel, you're a woman of porcelain
 
And for years she hasn't exposed her cards to him
Only in the dark her secrets became clear
And he saw deeply within her without even talking
It's amazing how much silence could tell
 
And she promised to herself: Not even God can help now
Nothing could break me anymore, nothing could break
And one woman told her, but she didn't understand
You're not a woman of steel, you're a woman of porcelain
 

Run, Child, Run

In the streets of my childhood I sing to you
In a car that can drive itself
Alleys that were my throbbing veins
Keep the blood close to heart
Once again my eyes search for everyone
On the other end of the city which was like a world to me
Because I am no longer the hero of dreams
And we are a childhood that's distant enough
 
Run, child, run
Come to me,
Run, child, run
Just a little more
Run, child, run
 
This is the song of the lonely garden
That's playing by itself like back then on the roof
And maybe it's strange that we're still here
It's true, you said,
A stranger is a stranger to himself
The good friends aren't waiting
The grass is gray and what can we do about it
Because here in the fields of an old yearning
I've found myself a way to stop the time
 
Run, child, run
Come to me,
Run, child, run
Just a little more
Run, child, run
 

Sunday

As she goes outside the car
A glance, just to check if anyone followed
'I wish that the front door is open, yay' she's excited
 
Pressing on a nasty button in the elevator
Second floor, third, forth, fifth
Ding dong ,he opens for her and she's entering
 
And in the apartment, he gets her herbal tea
Pulling her hair back and then start
To kiss her on the neck
Quietly like every time when no one knew
Her husband thinks she's at work
 
Dressing up in seconds
While she starts to feel guilty
If he asks I'll tell the truth, she's lying
 
Wanna go back early, maybe he won't notice
Second gear, third, forth, fifth
Boom boom,her heart is beating when she's entering
 
And in the apartment music, candles, flowers
Pots on the stove top for the dinner he cooked
'Well, we'll talk tomorrow, regards to your wife'
Honey, just finished some call
 
She never told a thing,not even to friends
And in the bed she can trick
Later she promises 'I'm telling tomorrow'
 
Minutes feels like weeks, hours like months
3:26,4:50
Tick tok, the clock is whispering she's ticking
 
And in the apartment above,there's someone just like her, hiding
From someone that she's sometimes going a floor fown
Just like tonight for example, the phone rang
And he cancelled in the last second.
 

Two Stars

Even if we are multiplied seventy seven times
Even if the bad time returns
Two stars will always shine on us
 
Even if it would be another hundred years
And we live in the same picture
Two stars sleeping forever between us
 
Far away from here
There are a thousand people with a thousand loves
Here you have me with a thousand dreams
You say that a thousand dreams come in vain
Maybe you will come now
 
Even if we become rainy skies
Even if we become red fields
Two stars will be taken to the end tonight
 
Like a pair [of nomads] on a blue highway
Love is always a bit of a curse
The dream that we dream is pulling us forward
 
Far away from here…