2021.09.16.
Growing Sunflowers
You think that I don't want to see you anymore,that I don't love you like yesterday,
that maybe it was never true.
You know, I don't want to come back anymore.
The smoke taught me that today
I have to let you float
on the waves of the energy
behind your big TV.
Dreaming of me,
dreaming of me again.
And when you wake up, you'll notice you won't forget me.
Wait for me.
I'm not here to fight.
I'm normal, because I never like to see my reality.
I know I'm not good at explaining
and I'm so bad at love.
It's like a curse.
It's not my fault that I like being
as free as I want to be.
This is my way of growing.
I grow new sunflowers
to keep in a drawer.
Dreaming of me,
dreaming of me again.
And when you wake up, you'll notice you won't forget me.
And wait for me (and wait for me).
I'm not here to fight.
I'm normal, because I never like to see my reality.
You're tired of a woman who is true,
because you like I don't know who and I don't know which,
because you like I don't know who and I don't know which.